Went to play badminton frm 8 to 10 this morning wif Wong, Ee Wuen, Eric, Yon Jan and Foo at Tiara Club.......it has really been a very very long time since i last played badminton so i really enjoyed it! :)
We went to play Dota at Kingsurf later but apparently i overestimated my Dota skills even when i noe i suck terribly at it already.......the fact is i suck not just terribly......but to the deepest laosiest level...... Hahaha no wonder any team i was on wud be frustrated wif me HAHAHA but what can i say........i'm really not fated wif any computer games.......playstation games still not dat bad but computer.....? I tink i'll give it a pass............
Went to watch "Wild Hogs" wif Kee in the noon..........it was actually quite a good comedy i wud say and it had a pretty decent storyline 2 so overall i enjoyed it pretty much! Was gonna come home and sort of look thru all the movie tickets i've accumulated so far when i found out dat my mum threw away the whole bulk of them which i've painstakingly collected over the years.......!!!!!! So now i'm onli left wif 4: Bridge to Terrabithia, The Reaping, Mr. Bean's Holiday and Wild Hogs (all which i watched wif Kee).............. guess i need to start off my collection again..........nvm loads of movies slated for May n June so i'm gonna WATCH THEM ALL!!!!!! And i tink poor Kee wud be the victim cos everytime i feel like watching a movie he's the one i'll sms hahaha but hey student price onli RM5 leh dats like onli aroung S$2 lar! So cheap........might as well watch in theaters rather than buy the dvd.........
So............i wanna watch: Spiderman 3, Harry Potter 5, Transformers, Pirates of Caribbean 3, Fantastic 4 II, Shrek 3 and many MANY MORE!!!!! Actually got a lot of other movies that i haven watched lor but cos those not showing in the theaters liao so since i cant collect the tickets just by watching the dvds i tink i'll give them all a pass..........hahaha very wu liao hor but who cares hahaha! :P
Goin to malacca tmr since there's gonna be 2 day's worth of hols..........i'm gonna eat all the GOOD FOOD there!!!!!!! :)
Den this Sat gonna go over to spore for 2 of my fren's bd outing! Haven tot of their bd presents yet haih........den i tink this Thurs i need to go in again for the bank stuff.......i feel like asking Kee go wif me hahaha! Kee if u're reading this, wanna go wif me? Den u can bring me go to sum places dat i dunno but u noe lar cos u more pro mar wahaha! Or we can even do as i suggested just now....go to the zoo! (though i've been there for like 5 times liao but i nvr get bored wif spore's zoo lol) :)
Ok NUS still haven contact me yet......veri sien........
Enuf of long posts.........here's a song i like which i dwnloaded recently.......it's malay leh haha so meimei i tink u can go n find n listen 2........its a duet n the guy singer's frm Indon u noe! I tink his name is Rio Ferbian.........familiar....?
Jaclyn Victor and Rio Ferbian ~ Ceritera Cinta
We went to play Dota at Kingsurf later but apparently i overestimated my Dota skills even when i noe i suck terribly at it already.......the fact is i suck not just terribly......but to the deepest laosiest level...... Hahaha no wonder any team i was on wud be frustrated wif me HAHAHA but what can i say........i'm really not fated wif any computer games.......playstation games still not dat bad but computer.....? I tink i'll give it a pass............
Went to watch "Wild Hogs" wif Kee in the noon..........it was actually quite a good comedy i wud say and it had a pretty decent storyline 2 so overall i enjoyed it pretty much! Was gonna come home and sort of look thru all the movie tickets i've accumulated so far when i found out dat my mum threw away the whole bulk of them which i've painstakingly collected over the years.......!!!!!! So now i'm onli left wif 4: Bridge to Terrabithia, The Reaping, Mr. Bean's Holiday and Wild Hogs (all which i watched wif Kee).............. guess i need to start off my collection again..........nvm loads of movies slated for May n June so i'm gonna WATCH THEM ALL!!!!!! And i tink poor Kee wud be the victim cos everytime i feel like watching a movie he's the one i'll sms hahaha but hey student price onli RM5 leh dats like onli aroung S$2 lar! So cheap........might as well watch in theaters rather than buy the dvd.........
So............i wanna watch: Spiderman 3, Harry Potter 5, Transformers, Pirates of Caribbean 3, Fantastic 4 II, Shrek 3 and many MANY MORE!!!!! Actually got a lot of other movies that i haven watched lor but cos those not showing in the theaters liao so since i cant collect the tickets just by watching the dvds i tink i'll give them all a pass..........hahaha very wu liao hor but who cares hahaha! :P
Goin to malacca tmr since there's gonna be 2 day's worth of hols..........i'm gonna eat all the GOOD FOOD there!!!!!!! :)
Den this Sat gonna go over to spore for 2 of my fren's bd outing! Haven tot of their bd presents yet haih........den i tink this Thurs i need to go in again for the bank stuff.......i feel like asking Kee go wif me hahaha! Kee if u're reading this, wanna go wif me? Den u can bring me go to sum places dat i dunno but u noe lar cos u more pro mar wahaha! Or we can even do as i suggested just now....go to the zoo! (though i've been there for like 5 times liao but i nvr get bored wif spore's zoo lol) :)
Ok NUS still haven contact me yet......veri sien........
Enuf of long posts.........here's a song i like which i dwnloaded recently.......it's malay leh haha so meimei i tink u can go n find n listen 2........its a duet n the guy singer's frm Indon u noe! I tink his name is Rio Ferbian.........familiar....?
Jaclyn Victor and Rio Ferbian ~ Ceritera Cinta
Since meimei mentioned,
CONGRATS AGA AND ARLENIE FOR RECEIVING ADMISSION INTO NUS!!!!!!!! :)
Haih liddat i'm gonna be even more worried lar........when is mine gonna come.....?
CONGRATS AGA AND ARLENIE FOR RECEIVING ADMISSION INTO NUS!!!!!!!! :)
Haih liddat i'm gonna be even more worried lar........when is mine gonna come.....?
Just adding a note after my lengthy entry.......
CONGRATS MEIMEI FOR RECEIVING NUS ADMISSION!!!!!!!!!!
But actually it's kinda dumb cos we noe u r aiming for NTU hahaha but wat the heck at least u got another admission liao......! :)
Congrats again! :)
CONGRATS MEIMEI FOR RECEIVING NUS ADMISSION!!!!!!!!!!
But actually it's kinda dumb cos we noe u r aiming for NTU hahaha but wat the heck at least u got another admission liao......! :)
Congrats again! :)
So..........woke up relatively early today cos was supposed to have guitar practice in TJ.......so made my way to the custom at ard 8.20 and by the time i reached Marine Parade (cos i wanted to deal wif sum stuff at the bank) it was already ard 10.30.......dats like 2 hours of journey.......den cudn't settle my stuff at the bank cos went there on the wrong day and by the time i reached sch it was already 11.30...........and prac was supposed to start at 9.00 am hahaha.....! I was super late..........
But den as i entered Mozart Room (our guitar room), Xinying told me dat they have a serious question to ask me..........and dat was even be4 i got to sit dwn after taking out my guitar........so i guessed as much dat it must be sth to do wif our performance lar! And lo and behold they were actually asking me abt my opinion for our performance........cos all of them (Xinying, Yoke Pei, Jun Qi, Hui Ying and Clara) were all working and we were only free on Sats but since the concert is not too far away (25th of May i tink) they weren't confident of the standard of our performance........esp when there's so few of us and anyone making a mistake would be VERI obvious..........and they esp din wan their last guitar performance to suck....... (cos most of us dun feel dat we will get a chance to perform a guitar piece on stage again after leaving TJ)
Well.........since i hardly practiced obviously i noe wat they mean.......esp after spending 2 years in guitar club i noe how impt it is to make sure our performance reaches a certain standard or else it wud just be redundant.........so.......finally we decided to give up on it.........aneway the juniors have more than enuf items for the concert so it wun hurt for us to back out aneway :P
We started gossiping after dat (cos we had nth to do......i was polishing my guitar while chatting wif them) and they started to mention abt the juniors......apparently they weren't having many activities and the year 1 intake wasn't reaching the supposed target........all cos they were putting in too much time n energy for the SYF performance in which they scored Gold with Honours once again.......but at the expense of the Year 1's..........
All of us seniors can understand wat the new intakes are feeling cos we too went thru the same thing.......since the SYF is a biannual event and our year did not have it, most of the attention and energy were being channeled into the SYF prac and as a result we new intakes dun get to interact and communicate wif the seniors as much as we wud like to........basically practices are on our own wif only 1 senior being ard to guide us..........
But for this year's Year 1's it was worst cos the juniors went on to cancel sum major events in which has already sort of been a huge part of Guitar Club (or a tradition).........there was no valentines day dedication event..........and they hardly involve themselves in sum other events where they cud perform..........so basically the Year 1's wud just be practising for the concert at every single meeting..........dats like FREAKING boring.....!!!!!!! No wonder they have trouble retaining the Year 1's............
I mean these are the events dat allow the Year 1's to at least interact more wif the seniors! And also these are the events which are FUN!!!!!!!!! Without them i seriously dunno who wans to join guitar club at all.........
Later on we had lunch at Bedok KFC and xinying treated me cos she was feeling bad for making me go all the way there while we canceled the event in the end haha so free lunch! :P
Came bck later and spent 30 mins trying to hook the house keys frm inside the house cos my mum was out doing facial........den went to zenxin organic shop to buy sum stuff......i drove w/o bringing my license wif me.........den on the way bck nearly knocked into a motorcyclist cos i swerved to the right w/o checking the rear mirror......the motorcyclist (a malay) showed his middle finger at me and was constantly looking bck towards me "menacingly" until i made a gesture telling him i'm sorry......aiyah it was my fault lar so i'm not ashamed to say sorry though dat guy resembles so much like a Mat Rempit...........shud consider myself lucky dat he din jump dwn n bash my car windows wif his helmet.............
I'm trying to change all my sing dollar shillings into paper notes but the stupid bank say can onli do so on tuesdays n thursdays.........and they charge S$1.00 for every 200 coins........i have over 600 of them.........so they charge me S$3.00 ar........? Stupid lar waste my time.........liddat must go over spore again.........
I'm bored once again..........until i get to change all my coins into paper notes i will be bored........
孙燕姿 ~ 咕叽咕叽
But den as i entered Mozart Room (our guitar room), Xinying told me dat they have a serious question to ask me..........and dat was even be4 i got to sit dwn after taking out my guitar........so i guessed as much dat it must be sth to do wif our performance lar! And lo and behold they were actually asking me abt my opinion for our performance........cos all of them (Xinying, Yoke Pei, Jun Qi, Hui Ying and Clara) were all working and we were only free on Sats but since the concert is not too far away (25th of May i tink) they weren't confident of the standard of our performance........esp when there's so few of us and anyone making a mistake would be VERI obvious..........and they esp din wan their last guitar performance to suck....... (cos most of us dun feel dat we will get a chance to perform a guitar piece on stage again after leaving TJ)
Well.........since i hardly practiced obviously i noe wat they mean.......esp after spending 2 years in guitar club i noe how impt it is to make sure our performance reaches a certain standard or else it wud just be redundant.........so.......finally we decided to give up on it.........aneway the juniors have more than enuf items for the concert so it wun hurt for us to back out aneway :P
We started gossiping after dat (cos we had nth to do......i was polishing my guitar while chatting wif them) and they started to mention abt the juniors......apparently they weren't having many activities and the year 1 intake wasn't reaching the supposed target........all cos they were putting in too much time n energy for the SYF performance in which they scored Gold with Honours once again.......but at the expense of the Year 1's..........
All of us seniors can understand wat the new intakes are feeling cos we too went thru the same thing.......since the SYF is a biannual event and our year did not have it, most of the attention and energy were being channeled into the SYF prac and as a result we new intakes dun get to interact and communicate wif the seniors as much as we wud like to........basically practices are on our own wif only 1 senior being ard to guide us..........
But for this year's Year 1's it was worst cos the juniors went on to cancel sum major events in which has already sort of been a huge part of Guitar Club (or a tradition).........there was no valentines day dedication event..........and they hardly involve themselves in sum other events where they cud perform..........so basically the Year 1's wud just be practising for the concert at every single meeting..........dats like FREAKING boring.....!!!!!!! No wonder they have trouble retaining the Year 1's............
I mean these are the events dat allow the Year 1's to at least interact more wif the seniors! And also these are the events which are FUN!!!!!!!!! Without them i seriously dunno who wans to join guitar club at all.........
Later on we had lunch at Bedok KFC and xinying treated me cos she was feeling bad for making me go all the way there while we canceled the event in the end haha so free lunch! :P
Came bck later and spent 30 mins trying to hook the house keys frm inside the house cos my mum was out doing facial........den went to zenxin organic shop to buy sum stuff......i drove w/o bringing my license wif me.........den on the way bck nearly knocked into a motorcyclist cos i swerved to the right w/o checking the rear mirror......the motorcyclist (a malay) showed his middle finger at me and was constantly looking bck towards me "menacingly" until i made a gesture telling him i'm sorry......aiyah it was my fault lar so i'm not ashamed to say sorry though dat guy resembles so much like a Mat Rempit...........shud consider myself lucky dat he din jump dwn n bash my car windows wif his helmet.............
I'm trying to change all my sing dollar shillings into paper notes but the stupid bank say can onli do so on tuesdays n thursdays.........and they charge S$1.00 for every 200 coins........i have over 600 of them.........so they charge me S$3.00 ar........? Stupid lar waste my time.........liddat must go over spore again.........
I'm bored once again..........until i get to change all my coins into paper notes i will be bored........
孙燕姿 ~ 咕叽咕叽
她就在 他身边
可是他 看不见
地上的影子，在他眼里，就只有一个
因为她，仍然坐在那张轮椅里
可是，在她眼里，地上的影子，是他们两人的合影
因为她，正紧紧地抱着他的腰，就这样两人站在那里
他说的话，她都听见了
她说的话，他都梦见了
在他眼里，两人身处的海边，就只有他们，和海洋而已
在她眼里，两人身处的海边，没有海洋，只有他而已
白色的离开，蓝色的存在
这样的你，什么时候回来
米色的凋零，黑色的感情
这样的家，你还会不会有信心
时间的流逝，不是我们外人能真正体会的
因为在他们的眼里，时间的速度，已经不一样了
就这样，米黄色的她，依旧无动于衷
灰蓝色的他，依旧犹如往日般，沉睡与梦中
会有个完美的结局吗？或是我们根本不应该追求完美
难道这样的爱情，就一定不是完美的吗。。。？
他说的话，她都听见了
她说的话，他都梦见了
爱情，这样的爱情，不完美吗？
梁静茹 ~ 中间
可是他 看不见
地上的影子，在他眼里，就只有一个
因为她，仍然坐在那张轮椅里
可是，在她眼里，地上的影子，是他们两人的合影
因为她，正紧紧地抱着他的腰，就这样两人站在那里
他说的话，她都听见了
她说的话，他都梦见了
在他眼里，两人身处的海边，就只有他们，和海洋而已
在她眼里，两人身处的海边，没有海洋，只有他而已
白色的离开，蓝色的存在
这样的你，什么时候回来
米色的凋零，黑色的感情
这样的家，你还会不会有信心
时间的流逝，不是我们外人能真正体会的
因为在他们的眼里，时间的速度，已经不一样了
就这样，米黄色的她，依旧无动于衷
灰蓝色的他，依旧犹如往日般，沉睡与梦中
会有个完美的结局吗？或是我们根本不应该追求完美
难道这样的爱情，就一定不是完美的吗。。。？
他说的话，她都听见了
她说的话，他都梦见了
爱情，这样的爱情，不完美吗？
梁静茹 ~ 中间
YEAH!!!!!!!!! Finally.........just as i was being all grouchy wif NUS and NTU for not contacting me, my uncle frm Woodlands called just now to tell me he received a confirmation letter frm NTU today......so basically I've been given my 1st choice of Civil Engineering at NTU.....! Haih i forgot i placed 2 addresses down in all my applications so it wudn't come as a surprise if the letters ended up at my uncle's house in spore.........but cos SMU sent it all the way to msia obviously i wud be expecting a letter ending up in front of my house lar.........
My fren (sporean) who called me ytd was asking me abt my opinion cos she wanted to take up phsycology but din noe whether she shud head to NUS or NTU.........she told me she had done her homework and noes dat NTU is veri strict in screening ppl for the phsycology course so quite obviously NTU has a better phsycology course lar.......but NUS definitely has a better reputation when it comes to prestige n stuff liddat........so i just asked her which environment did she prefer and she said NTU (i prefer NUS after attending both the open house) so ISN'T THE CHOICE VERI OBVIOUS!!!!????
I tink she just needed sumone to help confirm her choice for her so she wud feel more at ease.......
Well.............until now onli got news regarding admissions but no news regarding scholarships.......i emailed SMU tis morning just to clarify sum doubts regarding the scholarhsip n they repplied me within 5 mins!! How efficient is dat!!? Basically its the same old thing: onli successful applicants will be notified and they'll start notifying ppl ard May to June so i guess i'll have to wait longer.........
Sumtimes its better to just sit down n tink of wat we have right now.......so i'm basically veri thankful for all that i have now......must be satisfied lar cannot ask for too much. Hmmm just hope dat i can get wat i wan although sumtimes i dun even noe wat i wan haha esp when it comes to uni stuff........just like meimei pondering over ntu or smu..........i guess for me the decision really lies in whether i can get a scholarship or not...........dat will basically decide which uni im going to..........
Well.....dat being said the decision is no longer in my hands unless i get scholarship offers frm more than 1 uni...........but i'm not lusting for too much so we'll just wait n see..........
Give thanx.......... 感恩。。。。。
My fren (sporean) who called me ytd was asking me abt my opinion cos she wanted to take up phsycology but din noe whether she shud head to NUS or NTU.........she told me she had done her homework and noes dat NTU is veri strict in screening ppl for the phsycology course so quite obviously NTU has a better phsycology course lar.......but NUS definitely has a better reputation when it comes to prestige n stuff liddat........so i just asked her which environment did she prefer and she said NTU (i prefer NUS after attending both the open house) so ISN'T THE CHOICE VERI OBVIOUS!!!!????
I tink she just needed sumone to help confirm her choice for her so she wud feel more at ease.......
Well.............until now onli got news regarding admissions but no news regarding scholarships.......i emailed SMU tis morning just to clarify sum doubts regarding the scholarhsip n they repplied me within 5 mins!! How efficient is dat!!? Basically its the same old thing: onli successful applicants will be notified and they'll start notifying ppl ard May to June so i guess i'll have to wait longer.........
Sumtimes its better to just sit down n tink of wat we have right now.......so i'm basically veri thankful for all that i have now......must be satisfied lar cannot ask for too much. Hmmm just hope dat i can get wat i wan although sumtimes i dun even noe wat i wan haha esp when it comes to uni stuff........just like meimei pondering over ntu or smu..........i guess for me the decision really lies in whether i can get a scholarship or not...........dat will basically decide which uni im going to..........
Well.....dat being said the decision is no longer in my hands unless i get scholarship offers frm more than 1 uni...........but i'm not lusting for too much so we'll just wait n see..........
Give thanx.......... 感恩。。。。。
2007 Press Release
Record number of 12,911 applications to SMU
Overwhelming response to new School of Law which registers 15 times oversubscription with 1,251 applicants vying for 82 places
Singapore, 20 April 2007 – The Singapore Management University (SMU) has received a record number of 12,911 applications for admission to its six full-time degree programmes for Academic Year 2007/8 as of the closing deadline of 10 April 2007. This marks a 21% increase in applications from last year's figure of 10,680, making the university nine times oversubscribed with nine students vying for one of the 1,485 places offered. More than half (54%) of the applicants are ‘A' level students, followed by polytechnic students (27%) and international students (19%). Quality of students applying to SMU this year has also risen with more than one third (39%) of ‘A' level applicants scoring ABB or better in their results compared to 30% last year.
I din realise there were so many ppl applying for SMU.....the professors must have been dreading the day they have to interview so many students....... Aneway CONGRATS MEIMEI (MENNY SETIAWAN) for securing a place at SMU!!!!! See ur interview went VERY well afterall!!! :)
Why doesn't NTU or NUS contact me.......? Veri irritating leh everyday morning once i hear the postman coming str8 away i go out n collect the mail but always no letters for me wan........die lar.........
Watched "The Reaping" wif Kee the other day..........luckily it had a good ending so it wasn't DAT scary afterall.........i swear i wun force myself to go watch another horror movie JUST BECAUSE i'm bored at home........i seriously DO NOT ENJOY scaring myself.......i would rather enjoy a good laugh............but that's rare nowadays..........
Watching 爱情合约 now by 林依晨 and 贺军祥 cos just bought it be4 the 2 dogs force the pirated business at Holiday Plaza to go bust totally...........i noe it's wrong but its just too hard to imagine life w/o pirated stuff..........it's part of the msia culture, whether u wud like to admit it or not.........
I need money..........for sth stupid.........and i also need to start preparing bd presents for 2 frens in spore...........since im broke i guess i wud have to do sth entirely on my own using wateva resources i can get my hands on.........i suck at buying presents aneway so mite as well do sth that doesnt have much monetary value except for my fullest sincerity............!!!
I regret one of my recent actions dat caused my money..........how i hate it now..........
梁静茹 ~ 中间
Record number of 12,911 applications to SMU
Overwhelming response to new School of Law which registers 15 times oversubscription with 1,251 applicants vying for 82 places
Singapore, 20 April 2007 – The Singapore Management University (SMU) has received a record number of 12,911 applications for admission to its six full-time degree programmes for Academic Year 2007/8 as of the closing deadline of 10 April 2007. This marks a 21% increase in applications from last year's figure of 10,680, making the university nine times oversubscribed with nine students vying for one of the 1,485 places offered. More than half (54%) of the applicants are ‘A' level students, followed by polytechnic students (27%) and international students (19%). Quality of students applying to SMU this year has also risen with more than one third (39%) of ‘A' level applicants scoring ABB or better in their results compared to 30% last year.
I din realise there were so many ppl applying for SMU.....the professors must have been dreading the day they have to interview so many students....... Aneway CONGRATS MEIMEI (MENNY SETIAWAN) for securing a place at SMU!!!!! See ur interview went VERY well afterall!!! :)
Why doesn't NTU or NUS contact me.......? Veri irritating leh everyday morning once i hear the postman coming str8 away i go out n collect the mail but always no letters for me wan........die lar.........
Watched "The Reaping" wif Kee the other day..........luckily it had a good ending so it wasn't DAT scary afterall.........i swear i wun force myself to go watch another horror movie JUST BECAUSE i'm bored at home........i seriously DO NOT ENJOY scaring myself.......i would rather enjoy a good laugh............but that's rare nowadays..........
Watching 爱情合约 now by 林依晨 and 贺军祥 cos just bought it be4 the 2 dogs force the pirated business at Holiday Plaza to go bust totally...........i noe it's wrong but its just too hard to imagine life w/o pirated stuff..........it's part of the msia culture, whether u wud like to admit it or not.........
I need money..........for sth stupid.........and i also need to start preparing bd presents for 2 frens in spore...........since im broke i guess i wud have to do sth entirely on my own using wateva resources i can get my hands on.........i suck at buying presents aneway so mite as well do sth that doesnt have much monetary value except for my fullest sincerity............!!!
I regret one of my recent actions dat caused my money..........how i hate it now..........
梁静茹 ~ 中间
Yeah!!!!!!!!! I finally sent my PS2 for repairs..........so now i'm really looking forward to get caught within the RPG game craze again!!!!!!! Can't wait to start on Final Fantasy 12 as well as Kingdom Hearts 2.........!!!!!!!!!! Must also try out sum other new games like God of War etc etc!!!! Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Going over to Spore tmr for guitar prac at TJ although i haven even started on page 1 of the scores..........haih actually really dun feel like going over lor but since already promise ppl liao so must still drag myself over there...........
I tink i swam 30 laps today at the swimming pool............cool leh..?! Swam until i nearly drown in between cos needed air so badly i accidentally gulped in sum mouthful of water..........arghhh.......!!!
Puppy was sick so had to bring him go see vet.........turns out he's having slight fever so vet gave him a jab n also sum pills to be taken twice daily.........hmmm i wonder........maybe next time when kiki graduate liao can bring puppy go see her hahaha sure get discount lar! Eh but den must go all the way to spore pulak..........maybe she can open her clinic in JB instead hahaha.....
Pretty boring day altogether.............i'm just hoping to get bck my PS2 as soon as possible!!!!!
Spirited Away ~ Chihiro Theme
Going over to Spore tmr for guitar prac at TJ although i haven even started on page 1 of the scores..........haih actually really dun feel like going over lor but since already promise ppl liao so must still drag myself over there...........
I tink i swam 30 laps today at the swimming pool............cool leh..?! Swam until i nearly drown in between cos needed air so badly i accidentally gulped in sum mouthful of water..........arghhh.......!!!
Puppy was sick so had to bring him go see vet.........turns out he's having slight fever so vet gave him a jab n also sum pills to be taken twice daily.........hmmm i wonder........maybe next time when kiki graduate liao can bring puppy go see her hahaha sure get discount lar! Eh but den must go all the way to spore pulak..........maybe she can open her clinic in JB instead hahaha.....
Pretty boring day altogether.............i'm just hoping to get bck my PS2 as soon as possible!!!!!
Spirited Away ~ Chihiro Theme
Okie.......went to collect letters tis morning (din go jogging or swimming cos was feeling ultra tired) n as usual wasn't expecting any letters for myself when i saw a letter addressed to me.......turns out to be confirmation letter frm SMU.......din even have to open n see lor cos on the surface of the envelop was printed the word "CONGRATULATIONS" in caps.........N it can't possibly be abt scholarship cos usually dat takes a much longer time so.........
Well at least i got confirmation in 1 uni..........but why the heck does NUS take such a long time to process our applications sia? NTU also..............!!! The onli thing dat has changed is my NUS application status..........at least it changed frm "Application Submitted" to "Application Processing"............
No news about any scholarships..............I dun tink im getting my hopes high at all........
Well at least congrats to Bih Guok stupid examination board got his STPM Maths grade wrong so now instead of a B he upgraded to a B+ !!! :)
And will i ever get bored of this song..................?
Fall Out Boy ~ Thanks For The Memories
Well at least i got confirmation in 1 uni..........but why the heck does NUS take such a long time to process our applications sia? NTU also..............!!! The onli thing dat has changed is my NUS application status..........at least it changed frm "Application Submitted" to "Application Processing"............
No news about any scholarships..............I dun tink im getting my hopes high at all........
Well at least congrats to Bih Guok stupid examination board got his STPM Maths grade wrong so now instead of a B he upgraded to a B+ !!! :)
And will i ever get bored of this song..................?
Fall Out Boy ~ Thanks For The Memories
I am listening to this song as i write this entry........and emotions of all kinds are scrambling all over my body......wif every sentence comes a different emotion........a different interpretation........and when the chorus ends for the 1st time it seems like a storm just went past and all is right and in place now..........
Awed..........inspired...........rejuvenated...........
Tmr is gonna be another day........
Mew ~ The Zookeeper's Boy
Awed..........inspired...........rejuvenated...........
Tmr is gonna be another day........
Mew ~ The Zookeeper's Boy
I watched Spirited Away tis morning and i must say it was so much better than i tot it wud be initially.......cos wasn't really in the mood to watch it in the 1st place but since i really had nth to do i figured watching the dvd was the best option i had there n then.......
Ermmm the whole "wao-that-movie-rawks-my-world" feeling wasn't really due to the plot nor the graphics........i must say it shud be the entire atmosphere created just by watching the movie......especially when u watch it alone......wif no one in the entire house but u.........the music was really nice too.....not overly dramatic but not dull n boring too.......everything was basically just NICE..........not SUPERB or OUTSTANDING but just nice......... U ever get those hmmmmm-i-feel-satisfied-wif-no-freaking-reason kind of emotion? Dats the one thing u will get out of this movie........nth overboard......nth pressurising.....no unnecessary tension n suspense.......just purely nice............
Took the car out for a spin today before heading over to Leisure Mall to buy sum stationaries n den picking my dad up at his office for lunch....... The only reason the car was available at home was because me n my dad went swimming tis morning n den he had to do sum stuff n by the time everything was settled he din have enuf time to send me bck home den head to the office so basically i dropped him at his office be4 taking the car bck MYSELF........ It's not the 1st time already n i enjoy the car ride cos i'm like alone in the car....... Really like to just take the car out for a little spin wif no particular destination in mind........ It's very relaxing especially when u dun pick those busy roads or highways....... Just go driving thru sum places u seldom go.......or take a leisure drive thru those housing estates n admire the rich ppl's bungalows........ If we can just merge all the various places in Spore wif the transportation n road system of JB dat wud be fabulous........cos den i can easily drive to ECP n park there n take a walk whenever i wan.....or just drive to places like Katong n go on a Makan Spree!!!!!
I'm really beginning to hate tis holiday..........ok the fact is dat i may not be complaining tis much had i moved my lazy butt around n get a job......but the ACTUAL fact is dat i'm jobless n stuck at home all day long so......YEAH I FUCKING HATE MY HOLIDAY!!!!! N just 4 months ago i was cursing my sch life like nobody's business.........fucking irony........
I mean having a one month hol is definitely okay wif me cos i get to finish all the things i cudn't do during sch life in dat 1 month of hols perfectly........but 7 FUCKING MONTHS!!!???
Well..........the silver lining in this case wud be the fact dat at least i made good use of my 1st 3 months of hols........... I worked for almost a month n earned sum money.....went on 2 major holiday trips - 1 abroad n 1 local.........completed all the uni n scholarship applications n attended interviews........met up wif both circles of frens in msia n spore.......had a nice CNY n loads of ang pao money..........n watched a few idol dramas.......... Ok maybe i digressed at the last point but wat the heck..........
I'm freaking out at home...........for no reason.........i tink dats a fair indication dat i'm SICK wif my hols............. I dun need no physciatrist to tell me dat...........
I finished an entire novel (Violets Are Blue by James Pattersson) within 3 hours ytd........ Once again i can honestly say.........i'm freaking bored n sick of my hols.........sumone gimme a job pls.........
Carrie Underwood ~ Jesus Take The Wheel
Ermmm the whole "wao-that-movie-rawks-my-world" feeling wasn't really due to the plot nor the graphics........i must say it shud be the entire atmosphere created just by watching the movie......especially when u watch it alone......wif no one in the entire house but u.........the music was really nice too.....not overly dramatic but not dull n boring too.......everything was basically just NICE..........not SUPERB or OUTSTANDING but just nice......... U ever get those hmmmmm-i-feel-satisfied-wif-no-freaking-reason kind of emotion? Dats the one thing u will get out of this movie........nth overboard......nth pressurising.....no unnecessary tension n suspense.......just purely nice............
Took the car out for a spin today before heading over to Leisure Mall to buy sum stationaries n den picking my dad up at his office for lunch....... The only reason the car was available at home was because me n my dad went swimming tis morning n den he had to do sum stuff n by the time everything was settled he din have enuf time to send me bck home den head to the office so basically i dropped him at his office be4 taking the car bck MYSELF........ It's not the 1st time already n i enjoy the car ride cos i'm like alone in the car....... Really like to just take the car out for a little spin wif no particular destination in mind........ It's very relaxing especially when u dun pick those busy roads or highways....... Just go driving thru sum places u seldom go.......or take a leisure drive thru those housing estates n admire the rich ppl's bungalows........ If we can just merge all the various places in Spore wif the transportation n road system of JB dat wud be fabulous........cos den i can easily drive to ECP n park there n take a walk whenever i wan.....or just drive to places like Katong n go on a Makan Spree!!!!!
I'm really beginning to hate tis holiday..........ok the fact is dat i may not be complaining tis much had i moved my lazy butt around n get a job......but the ACTUAL fact is dat i'm jobless n stuck at home all day long so......YEAH I FUCKING HATE MY HOLIDAY!!!!! N just 4 months ago i was cursing my sch life like nobody's business.........fucking irony........
I mean having a one month hol is definitely okay wif me cos i get to finish all the things i cudn't do during sch life in dat 1 month of hols perfectly........but 7 FUCKING MONTHS!!!???
Well..........the silver lining in this case wud be the fact dat at least i made good use of my 1st 3 months of hols........... I worked for almost a month n earned sum money.....went on 2 major holiday trips - 1 abroad n 1 local.........completed all the uni n scholarship applications n attended interviews........met up wif both circles of frens in msia n spore.......had a nice CNY n loads of ang pao money..........n watched a few idol dramas.......... Ok maybe i digressed at the last point but wat the heck..........
I'm freaking out at home...........for no reason.........i tink dats a fair indication dat i'm SICK wif my hols............. I dun need no physciatrist to tell me dat...........
I finished an entire novel (Violets Are Blue by James Pattersson) within 3 hours ytd........ Once again i can honestly say.........i'm freaking bored n sick of my hols.........sumone gimme a job pls.........
Carrie Underwood ~ Jesus Take The Wheel
So........i din do any drawings today.......cos i can't find any drawing paper......i basically wasted my entire day away just like dat.........n i can't believe it myself.........
I tink i'll watch Spirited Away tmr......borrowed the dvd frm a fren long long time ago but always din get the chance to watch it............
I'm wasting my life away.........and i dun need ppl to tell me dat...........this must be the best and the worst holiday i've ever had.........
Fall Out Boy ~ Thanks For The Memories
I tink i'll watch Spirited Away tmr......borrowed the dvd frm a fren long long time ago but always din get the chance to watch it............
I'm wasting my life away.........and i dun need ppl to tell me dat...........this must be the best and the worst holiday i've ever had.........
Fall Out Boy ~ Thanks For The Memories
Read in the papers that there IS a crew filming in Pulau Redang afterall and its sort of like a collaboration btw China n Msia so i guess we did bump into them when we were at Redang! :)
I tink i'll try to dig up sum of my old art stuff tmr......its betta than just stoning at home.......
My mum's trying to find out more abt giving tuitions to kids at orphanages.....cos she says its way betta than me rotting at home.........i agree.........though there's not gonna be any pay but at least i'm doing sumthing good for a change hahaha........
I REFUSE TO STAY AND ROT AT HOME..........at least i'll do sth......like drawing........maybe i can find bck my passion for art after such a long time...........
Anybody wif good recommendations for interesting web sites........? I seriously tink the internet has sort of lost its charm nowadays.......or maybe i just dunno what to look for.........
I REFUSE TO ROT AT HOME!!!!!!!
I tink i'll try to dig up sum of my old art stuff tmr......its betta than just stoning at home.......
My mum's trying to find out more abt giving tuitions to kids at orphanages.....cos she says its way betta than me rotting at home.........i agree.........though there's not gonna be any pay but at least i'm doing sumthing good for a change hahaha........
I REFUSE TO STAY AND ROT AT HOME..........at least i'll do sth......like drawing........maybe i can find bck my passion for art after such a long time...........
Anybody wif good recommendations for interesting web sites........? I seriously tink the internet has sort of lost its charm nowadays.......or maybe i just dunno what to look for.........
I REFUSE TO ROT AT HOME!!!!!!!
Just finished reading another 2 novels.......Along Came A Spider and Roses Are Red both my James Patterson.......Enjoyed both a lot but cos i'e read sum of his Alex Cross series already in the past so when i read sum of the earlier titles i kinda know who's the bad guy liao.....kills all the suspense but what the heck its betta than re-watching all the idol dramas i have........... Starting on Vilots Are Blue soon though i'm kinda sick with crime thrillers now.......maybe i'll start reading another book i bought at Kinokuniya........hmmm..........
Sad.........NTU din call me also........summore i put my Singtel sim card into my hp for most of the day.........chicken lar..........
I have no life..........yup let's say that again.......I HAVE NO LIFE................
Pls dun make me slip bck into that melancholy mood...........and nowadays there are less blogs to read since all the guys are in ns liao............
And i have a going-into-singapore-phobia nowadays cos i absolutely hate travelling....unless i'm driving, that is............
The Click Five ~ Good Day
Sad.........NTU din call me also........summore i put my Singtel sim card into my hp for most of the day.........chicken lar..........
I have no life..........yup let's say that again.......I HAVE NO LIFE................
Pls dun make me slip bck into that melancholy mood...........and nowadays there are less blogs to read since all the guys are in ns liao............
And i have a going-into-singapore-phobia nowadays cos i absolutely hate travelling....unless i'm driving, that is............
The Click Five ~ Good Day
So.......my interview's finally over......surprisingly i wasn't as nervous as i thought i would be before the interview finally arrived.....n i dun mean like the few minutes be4 the interview....but like the few days be4 the interview......i tink dats the main reason why i din really put in any effort to revise m econs notes just in case they decide to ask me sum econs questions, in which they didn't......!!! Lucky me...........
Matt told me it was gonna be like 1 prof n i student.......but i ended up facing 2 profs instead....n the students in charged made a mistake so i ended up going in be4 my turn.......not that i'm complaining cos i tink if i were to wait longer that wud have made me even more nervous hahaha.....!!
Basically they just asked sum very general questions......like what are sum of the unis i have applied to.........sum leadership posts i have been in.........my choice of course........my preference when it comes to social issues......etc etc.......rather general........nth specific and nth to do wif the course i'm applying to............
And i only realised that it was not just an interview for my admission but also an interview to see whether i get a scholarship there or not......they just made it run concurrently..........but the way they handle n organise the interview it made it look like their scholarships mean nth hahaha cos for other scholarships i'm sure they will have many rounds of interview n it would def not be done just by profs alone........maybe it's cos of the small intake smu takes in lar...and as they said the ratio for scholarships at smu is sumwhere around 1 in 9 or 1 in 7.......in sum faculties it's as absurd as 1 in 5.........so basically scholars are everywhere in smu......so maybe dats why they took on a more laid-bck approach for the interview..........not that i'm complaining of course!
N luckily i din take Jason or Xiao J's advise n wear jeans there........! Cos i definitely DO NOT want to be in jeans for a scholarship interview!!! And the guy after me (coincidentally his name was also Jason.....but he's definitely much taller than dopey..... :P ) was also wearing formal wear like me....so i tink it'll definitely look bad on my part had i been in jeans n t-shirt......!!!
I'm actually veri worried that i can't continue wif my ASEAN scholarship at NUS.....n the worst thing is dat there's nth i can do.....cos there isn't even an application form.......so basically the onli thing u can do is sit bck n wait............
But if i'm fortunate enuf to get offers frm both unis, i really dunno which 1 to go to.........but i do noe that if i dun get a schoalrship offer frm SMU i am DEFINITELY not goin there......as much as i wud like to.......cos the fees there are so expensive............n the campus is sooooooo far away.......
and.................MAN U FREAKING WON 7 - 1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm like shocked!!! Yah shocked....!! But happy wahahaha! :)
I'm looking forward to tmr's digital fair!!! I wanna buy stuff there although i dun have money hahaha! (And it rhymes wif irony...............)
Fall Out Boy ~ This ain't a scene, It's an arm race
Matt told me it was gonna be like 1 prof n i student.......but i ended up facing 2 profs instead....n the students in charged made a mistake so i ended up going in be4 my turn.......not that i'm complaining cos i tink if i were to wait longer that wud have made me even more nervous hahaha.....!!
Basically they just asked sum very general questions......like what are sum of the unis i have applied to.........sum leadership posts i have been in.........my choice of course........my preference when it comes to social issues......etc etc.......rather general........nth specific and nth to do wif the course i'm applying to............
And i only realised that it was not just an interview for my admission but also an interview to see whether i get a scholarship there or not......they just made it run concurrently..........but the way they handle n organise the interview it made it look like their scholarships mean nth hahaha cos for other scholarships i'm sure they will have many rounds of interview n it would def not be done just by profs alone........maybe it's cos of the small intake smu takes in lar...and as they said the ratio for scholarships at smu is sumwhere around 1 in 9 or 1 in 7.......in sum faculties it's as absurd as 1 in 5.........so basically scholars are everywhere in smu......so maybe dats why they took on a more laid-bck approach for the interview..........not that i'm complaining of course!
N luckily i din take Jason or Xiao J's advise n wear jeans there........! Cos i definitely DO NOT want to be in jeans for a scholarship interview!!! And the guy after me (coincidentally his name was also Jason.....but he's definitely much taller than dopey..... :P ) was also wearing formal wear like me....so i tink it'll definitely look bad on my part had i been in jeans n t-shirt......!!!
I'm actually veri worried that i can't continue wif my ASEAN scholarship at NUS.....n the worst thing is dat there's nth i can do.....cos there isn't even an application form.......so basically the onli thing u can do is sit bck n wait............
But if i'm fortunate enuf to get offers frm both unis, i really dunno which 1 to go to.........but i do noe that if i dun get a schoalrship offer frm SMU i am DEFINITELY not goin there......as much as i wud like to.......cos the fees there are so expensive............n the campus is sooooooo far away.......
and.................MAN U FREAKING WON 7 - 1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm like shocked!!! Yah shocked....!! But happy wahahaha! :)
I'm looking forward to tmr's digital fair!!! I wanna buy stuff there although i dun have money hahaha! (And it rhymes wif irony...............)
Fall Out Boy ~ This ain't a scene, It's an arm race
Okie.......i'm beginning to feel the itch of the travel bug again.....and it's all menny's fault hahaha......i nvr knew Jakarta was so cool.....!!!!!!
Life is bck to its monotonous rounds...........And i am SOOOOO not looking forward to the SMU interview.......let's just hop ei dun end up as an idiot......
And i tink i ate a tad too many chicken wings at Xinyi's house..........AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO CONTROL MY DIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man these gatherings nvr fail to screw up my plans to reduce sum fat off my belly...........
I haven started preparing for the interview.........guess i'll have to do STH today.......den i need to practise my guitar too......cos we're being invited bck by the juniors to perform at this year's guitar concert...........haih...........
And if u're reading this xin yi, can gimme the pics we took at ur house? I wan em!!! :)
I'm seriously broke........i tink i really need to consider starting a new part-time job in JB.....though i'm very reluctant to do so..........not that i have anything to do bck at home.....but i just need the money..........
Wanna buy sum stuff frm the upcoming digital fair at city square........esp a bigger memory card for my phone.......hopefully a 2 Gig wan.........but dunno whether my parents will sponsor me or not...........and i dunno whether i shud get a laptop now or not.......cos it seems to be a little too early........but den prices shud be lower at the fair rite...? So............buy or dun buy.....? And i dun even wat model i shud get........die lar ppl wif no money have no say in wat they shud get rite...? I tink my parents will have the final call in this matter lar.............
Life is bck to its monotonous rounds...........And i am SOOOOO not looking forward to the SMU interview.......let's just hop ei dun end up as an idiot......
And i tink i ate a tad too many chicken wings at Xinyi's house..........AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO CONTROL MY DIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man these gatherings nvr fail to screw up my plans to reduce sum fat off my belly...........
I haven started preparing for the interview.........guess i'll have to do STH today.......den i need to practise my guitar too......cos we're being invited bck by the juniors to perform at this year's guitar concert...........haih...........
And if u're reading this xin yi, can gimme the pics we took at ur house? I wan em!!! :)
I'm seriously broke........i tink i really need to consider starting a new part-time job in JB.....though i'm very reluctant to do so..........not that i have anything to do bck at home.....but i just need the money..........
Wanna buy sum stuff frm the upcoming digital fair at city square........esp a bigger memory card for my phone.......hopefully a 2 Gig wan.........but dunno whether my parents will sponsor me or not...........and i dunno whether i shud get a laptop now or not.......cos it seems to be a little too early........but den prices shud be lower at the fair rite...? So............buy or dun buy.....? And i dun even wat model i shud get........die lar ppl wif no money have no say in wat they shud get rite...? I tink my parents will have the final call in this matter lar.............
我不舍
词：程明 曲：程明
你曾说过，我们都不适合
继续一直留在这
这一句话，我曾反复的在思考着
但我说过，我是喜欢你的
我已失去控制了
想要放弃但我却不能
看着你和我之间的人
就这样了，难道我们就这样，我不舍
这一条路真的要走得如此坎坷
别再想了，这样告诉自己却又如何
我该对你继续爱或恨
再也没有勇气，打开那门。。。
你告诉我，就到此为止了
句号就停放在这
虽然我们，彼此心中还有一个人
可不可能，再给我时间呢
我不想再一个人
想要放弃但我却不能
看着你和我之间的人
看着你和我之间的人
就这样了，难道我们就这样，我不舍
这一条路真的要走得如此坎坷
别再想了，这样告诉自己却又如何
我该对你继续爱或恨
再也没有勇气，打开那门。。。
这一条路真的要走得如此坎坷
别再想了，这样告诉自己却又如何
我该对你继续爱或恨
再也没有勇气，打开那门。。。
It really makes me feel better wahahaha........ :)
And i really like the lyrics from Nelly Furtado's "All Good Things Come To An End"......It's veri nice...and it makes perfect sense.....
Nelly Furtado ~ All Good Things Come To An End
可不可以
词:程明 曲：程明
一见你，我就无法自己
心里的旋律
已分不清高或低
我已经，在尝试开始放弃
可是为何你
偏偏要传达错误的讯息
累了倦了够了，我不想再走下去
除了爱你，还是想你，能不能为这一切都写下终句
可不可以明明白白，清清楚楚，写下一句
能不能别再给暗示，留下提示，这已来不及
就这样的痛痛快快，直直接接，说我爱你
时间不会停息
你说过，我们都身不由己
很多的决定
已不在我们的掌控里
那么我，应该选择放弃还是继续
我爱的人是你
放下一点都不容易
累了倦了够了，我不想再走下去
除了爱你，还是想你，能不能为这一切都写下终句
可不可以明明白白，清清楚楚，写下一句
能不能别再给暗示，留下提示，这已来不及
就这样的痛痛快快，直直接接，说我爱你
时间不会停息
难道你，就不能拿出一点勇气
大声向我宣告你对我的爱意
可不可以明明白白，清清楚楚，写下一句
能不能别再给暗示，留下提示，这已来不及
就这样的痛痛快快，直直接接，说我爱你
时间不会停息
心里的旋律
已分不清高或低
我已经，在尝试开始放弃
可是为何你
偏偏要传达错误的讯息
累了倦了够了，我不想再走下去
除了爱你，还是想你，能不能为这一切都写下终句
可不可以明明白白，清清楚楚，写下一句
能不能别再给暗示，留下提示，这已来不及
就这样的痛痛快快，直直接接，说我爱你
时间不会停息
你说过，我们都身不由己
很多的决定
已不在我们的掌控里
那么我，应该选择放弃还是继续
我爱的人是你
放下一点都不容易
累了倦了够了，我不想再走下去
除了爱你，还是想你，能不能为这一切都写下终句
可不可以明明白白，清清楚楚，写下一句
能不能别再给暗示，留下提示，这已来不及
就这样的痛痛快快，直直接接，说我爱你
时间不会停息
难道你，就不能拿出一点勇气
大声向我宣告你对我的爱意
可不可以明明白白，清清楚楚，写下一句
能不能别再给暗示，留下提示，这已来不及
就这样的痛痛快快，直直接接，说我爱你
时间不会停息
It makes me feel better..... :)
不要用你个人的标准来衡量我的人生
我只不过是个平凡而又平凡不过的人
可是为什么平凡的人生可以是如此的辛苦
无端端冒起的梦想能让我感到如此的不足
原来不知何去何从可以让人如此的绝望
看不到明天的自己，何以得来梦想
看着种种偶像剧，我竟对自己感到不满
这是种幻想，还是我真得不够平凡。。。？
是庸人自扰，是无心打扰
现在的我，根本就是内心的煎熬
看到的一切，真的就是虚幻吗？
可不可能也有一天，让我体验它
我很想成为一个平凡的人
但也受够了默默无闻的日子
可能梦想成真的那一天，我会希望这一切重演
但至少现在的我，会很想体验那一切的感觉
不要用你个人的标准来衡量我的人生
这句话该是对你，还是对我说呢。。。？
什么时候我才能从这一切醒过来
还是我该去追寻一个遥不可及的未来
不知为什么，最近都感到很沮丧。。。有时真的觉得自己想太多了，或是白日梦做到过了线，逐而变成想象中很想达成的一个梦想，但也知道这个梦想有99.9%的机会不会成真。。。。。人因梦想而伟大，我因不切实际的梦想而自甘堕落。。。
好像是偶像剧害的lor........满脑子里想的都是一些如此虚幻的东西。。。
真得很喜欢“恶作剧”这首歌。。。喜欢她的歌词，喜欢她的歌，喜欢歌词想表达的故事，喜欢歌曲背后的意境，喜欢这首歌和偶像剧故事的配合。。。
喜欢，喜欢，除了喜欢，也还是喜欢。。。。。。
现在这个不切实际的梦想。。。有成真的一天吗？
王蓝茵~恶作剧
我只不过是个平凡而又平凡不过的人
可是为什么平凡的人生可以是如此的辛苦
无端端冒起的梦想能让我感到如此的不足
原来不知何去何从可以让人如此的绝望
看不到明天的自己，何以得来梦想
看着种种偶像剧，我竟对自己感到不满
这是种幻想，还是我真得不够平凡。。。？
是庸人自扰，是无心打扰
现在的我，根本就是内心的煎熬
看到的一切，真的就是虚幻吗？
可不可能也有一天，让我体验它
我很想成为一个平凡的人
但也受够了默默无闻的日子
可能梦想成真的那一天，我会希望这一切重演
但至少现在的我，会很想体验那一切的感觉
不要用你个人的标准来衡量我的人生
这句话该是对你，还是对我说呢。。。？
什么时候我才能从这一切醒过来
还是我该去追寻一个遥不可及的未来
不知为什么，最近都感到很沮丧。。。有时真的觉得自己想太多了，或是白日梦做到过了线，逐而变成想象中很想达成的一个梦想，但也知道这个梦想有99.9%的机会不会成真。。。。。人因梦想而伟大，我因不切实际的梦想而自甘堕落。。。
好像是偶像剧害的lor........满脑子里想的都是一些如此虚幻的东西。。。
真得很喜欢“恶作剧”这首歌。。。喜欢她的歌词，喜欢她的歌，喜欢歌词想表达的故事，喜欢歌曲背后的意境，喜欢这首歌和偶像剧故事的配合。。。
喜欢，喜欢，除了喜欢，也还是喜欢。。。。。。
现在这个不切实际的梦想。。。有成真的一天吗？
王蓝茵~恶作剧
SMU called today.....luckily i've decided to switch to my singtel sim card.....i've had loads of misscalls but i dunno which one really belongs to the "important calls".......it's hard to juggle 2 sim cards wif just 1 hp........
So my interview is slated at next Thursday 9.00 am..........i dun tink im ready for just abt any interview yet........especially when my mind is filled with so many emotions........i really dunno what i wanna be in the future..........i can't forsee myself as anything.......it's extremely frustrating........
They say we shud always have goals in life.....even if they are those deemed impossible.....like entering the entertainment business etc etc........but as they say again......人因为梦想而伟大.......even if the dreams u harbour seem so out of ur reach.........
I dun forsee myself being in the entertainment industry in the future......but i can imagine.....and i'm imagining now......
王蓝茵~恶作剧
So my interview is slated at next Thursday 9.00 am..........i dun tink im ready for just abt any interview yet........especially when my mind is filled with so many emotions........i really dunno what i wanna be in the future..........i can't forsee myself as anything.......it's extremely frustrating........
They say we shud always have goals in life.....even if they are those deemed impossible.....like entering the entertainment business etc etc........but as they say again......人因为梦想而伟大.......even if the dreams u harbour seem so out of ur reach.........
I dun forsee myself being in the entertainment industry in the future......but i can imagine.....and i'm imagining now......
王蓝茵~恶作剧
yes yeS yES YES yes yeS yES YES yes yeS yES YES yes yeS yES YES yes yeS yES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okie so i've just finished my ultra-over-postponed USP essay n submitted it......it took me like 2 hours to complete.....n i just realised that when they say 2000 to 7000 characters, they mean CHARACTERS, not words......hahaha........
But den they say must send docs to further help application......but den today's the dateline......though they say ur docs just need to reach them 1 week after u submit ur application they din say whether it must be within the dateline or it can be after the dateline......im hoping for the latter...........or else my 2 hours wud be WASTED..........
I'm wishin dat i was bck a Redang.......REDANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okie so i've just finished my ultra-over-postponed USP essay n submitted it......it took me like 2 hours to complete.....n i just realised that when they say 2000 to 7000 characters, they mean CHARACTERS, not words......hahaha........
But den they say must send docs to further help application......but den today's the dateline......though they say ur docs just need to reach them 1 week after u submit ur application they din say whether it must be within the dateline or it can be after the dateline......im hoping for the latter...........or else my 2 hours wud be WASTED..........
I'm wishin dat i was bck a Redang.......REDANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!