Finally i'm bck in jb.............never intended to stay in singapore for so long but since my cousins r having their hols my uncle asked me n my bro to stay on for a couple more days..........we were onli supposed to come bck tmr but since my bro has to return to malacca soon we decided to come bck 2day instead.
All of a sudden i realise dat i'm just soooooooooo not used to staying wif my family under one roof anemore..........as in its still ok when it's just my parents and I since i still get the privacy of the room but whenever any of my siblings return i feel a bit wierd............i guess 2 years spent in a hostel being surrounded by frens and frens alone has changed me a bit............or a lot..........i dunno...........so now i'm actually VERI looking forward to uni life........especially when i get to enjoy the luxury of a single room............well actually the hostel thingy hasnt been confirmed yet n i really dunno how competitive is the hostel admission thingy but i'm just hoping dat they give me a room............
I tink i'll do veri well living independently in the future.........well actually i LOOK FORWARD to living independently in the future.............like when i graduate n come out to work........it's not dat i dun wanna live wif my parents or family or anything like dat..........or dat i'm an extremely private person............but...........sumhow the person i am now craves for loads of privacy...........for absolutely no reason.............i'm not a person who will moan and cry when the loneliness gets a bit 2 much.........i mean yah i do complain now n den about being bored but when i'm alone sumhoe i just manage to get by............afterall there's always frens........n i do feel dat i can communicate better wif frens rather than wif family............in front of my family i prefer to keep my mouth shut whenever they ask me sth............dunno why...........
Looking forward to more movie sessions wif kee..........as well as shopping for clothes...........but den i realise dat i got so many things to buy............cos i really rarely shop for clothes so as i said be4 i really need more clothes for uni life............den i still need to buy a laptop (wud u believe dat my dad actually asked me to get a desktop instead.............) which is gonna be FREAKING ex............den i wanna get my contact lenses done though i'm not sure whether my mum's gonna agree to dat or not..........den my hair's getting VERI long but i dunno whether i shud keep it long or get a haircut, of which is gonna cost money again...........actually i'm tinking dat if i get my contact lenses done den i'll keep my hair long..........if not i'll cut it short again...........
Haih really no money..........my mum's been bugging me for not getting a job but den now's really a bit 2 late to get a part-time job lor so haih.............nvm just let me get thru all of these n i'll try n get a part-time job while i'm doing my uni in spore..........den i dun nd to ask for money frm my parents anemore........!!!!
And i dunno whether i shud apply for the student exchange programme or not..........cos there's a lot of stuff i'm not sure n i haven clarify them yet..........like the tuition fees.........and whether or not i'm allowed to join since i'm under a scholarship programme.........and i also haven talked abt it wif my parents yet.........but i wanna travel........!!!!!! Although i dunno whether or not i will enjoy it in the end but i feel like giving it a try..........haih...........i tink i'll get more details be4 approaching my parents abt it............
Looking forward to the CG outing tis sat! I hope it takes place............cos i really haven meet up wif the class for like quite sum time liao...........but dun expect much frm me cos i tink i put on more weight.............haih.............
Is my life a mess rite now.............? I guess it is............its just dat i've been 2 lazy to clean things up...............
Oh ya.............i found 2 mistakes in my SGC............shud i go bck n ask for a change............? I tink i shud..........cos have to collect kah sing's one for him aneway...........later dun help him kena scolded again.............den they sack me frm the brudderhood........... *shudders*
Ok i have nth else to say.............but at least there's a new song i like.............yah like dat's gonna help a lot in my life............watever..............
Mika - Grace Kelly
All of a sudden i realise dat i'm just soooooooooo not used to staying wif my family under one roof anemore..........as in its still ok when it's just my parents and I since i still get the privacy of the room but whenever any of my siblings return i feel a bit wierd............i guess 2 years spent in a hostel being surrounded by frens and frens alone has changed me a bit............or a lot..........i dunno...........so now i'm actually VERI looking forward to uni life........especially when i get to enjoy the luxury of a single room............well actually the hostel thingy hasnt been confirmed yet n i really dunno how competitive is the hostel admission thingy but i'm just hoping dat they give me a room............
I tink i'll do veri well living independently in the future.........well actually i LOOK FORWARD to living independently in the future.............like when i graduate n come out to work........it's not dat i dun wanna live wif my parents or family or anything like dat..........or dat i'm an extremely private person............but...........sumhow the person i am now craves for loads of privacy...........for absolutely no reason.............i'm not a person who will moan and cry when the loneliness gets a bit 2 much.........i mean yah i do complain now n den about being bored but when i'm alone sumhoe i just manage to get by............afterall there's always frens........n i do feel dat i can communicate better wif frens rather than wif family............in front of my family i prefer to keep my mouth shut whenever they ask me sth............dunno why...........
Looking forward to more movie sessions wif kee..........as well as shopping for clothes...........but den i realise dat i got so many things to buy............cos i really rarely shop for clothes so as i said be4 i really need more clothes for uni life............den i still need to buy a laptop (wud u believe dat my dad actually asked me to get a desktop instead.............) which is gonna be FREAKING ex............den i wanna get my contact lenses done though i'm not sure whether my mum's gonna agree to dat or not..........den my hair's getting VERI long but i dunno whether i shud keep it long or get a haircut, of which is gonna cost money again...........actually i'm tinking dat if i get my contact lenses done den i'll keep my hair long..........if not i'll cut it short again...........
Haih really no money..........my mum's been bugging me for not getting a job but den now's really a bit 2 late to get a part-time job lor so haih.............nvm just let me get thru all of these n i'll try n get a part-time job while i'm doing my uni in spore..........den i dun nd to ask for money frm my parents anemore........!!!!
And i dunno whether i shud apply for the student exchange programme or not..........cos there's a lot of stuff i'm not sure n i haven clarify them yet..........like the tuition fees.........and whether or not i'm allowed to join since i'm under a scholarship programme.........and i also haven talked abt it wif my parents yet.........but i wanna travel........!!!!!! Although i dunno whether or not i will enjoy it in the end but i feel like giving it a try..........haih...........i tink i'll get more details be4 approaching my parents abt it............
Looking forward to the CG outing tis sat! I hope it takes place............cos i really haven meet up wif the class for like quite sum time liao...........but dun expect much frm me cos i tink i put on more weight.............haih.............
Is my life a mess rite now.............? I guess it is............its just dat i've been 2 lazy to clean things up...............
Oh ya.............i found 2 mistakes in my SGC............shud i go bck n ask for a change............? I tink i shud..........cos have to collect kah sing's one for him aneway...........later dun help him kena scolded again.............den they sack me frm the brudderhood........... *shudders*
Ok i have nth else to say.............but at least there's a new song i like.............yah like dat's gonna help a lot in my life............watever..............
Mika - Grace Kelly