My goodness.............uni life is really gonna start soon.........and den i just realised that i also have to attend hall camp leh.......and its like compulsory for those staying in halls lor cos if u cannot go must write letter wan........i noe its better for me to go lar.......cos at least can get to noe those staying in the same hall mar........but den haiyo must pay again lar........no money liao lar........dun even noe whether got money at home for me to buy laptop or not...........
Haih the prospect of having to shift "house" twice next month doesnt really appeal to me leh.........must lug all those stuff to the new house..........den later muct pack again for the hostel........i tink when i pack for the new house i might as well pack for the hostel also lor...........den dun have to repack again.........aneway i tink we're moving sumwhere around 14th or 15th of july...........den i gotta report to hall at 27th of july.........like less than 2 weeks lor.......so close to each other...........
At one hand i'm excited cos starting uni soon.........on the other hand a bit nervous.......cos once again must start frm zero..........do u noe i've been repeating tis pattern ALL MY LIFE........??? Let me explain...........I was english educated since young.......my parents onli spoke to me n my bros in english when we were like small kids.......and we all attended an english kindergarden, which is quite rare in msia.........so when i was in kindergarden there was tis brat frm another class who enjoys bullying me by scolding all sorts of nonsense.........trouble is he speaks in chinese n the onli 3 chinese words i knew then was my name............so i had to ask a good fren of mine who can converse slightly in chinese to help me scold bck.......ahhhhhhh those years...........ok back to the main point.........after kindergarden my parents decided to send me to a chinese primary sch........and i was scared as hell on the 1st day of sch not just becos i din noe aneone in class......but also becos as i said earlier, i cant speak no chinese!!!!!! And yet im in a chinese sch where the teachers n students speak chinese with ease.......!!!!!! Had to start frm zero in dat sense to pick up a new language as well as making new frens........
Den after primary sch my parents decided to send me to the sch my mum was teaching.......a normal sec sch like most of the other sec schs lar...........the onli trouble is dat like all other national sec schs, the syllabus are all in MALAY!!!!!!!!! Ok we do learn malay even in a chinese primary sch cos its the national language for laksa's sake but den the standard of our malay is like nth compared to those attending a national primary sch where the syllabus is taught in malay 2.......just imagine comparing my chinese wif dat of kah sings wan lar (no offense ar!!!!!) denu noe the difference..........i cud hardly speak a complete sentence of malay lar how to survive there sia........already i cant understand no shit during the sec 1 orientation........n the worst was they were trying to encourage the culture of taking dwn notes during the orientation.......so we were supposed to copy dwn everything the teacher is saying on stage...........and yet i cudn't understand a single word.......so i just pretended i was writting sum stuff.........n trying to shield it away frm the ppl seated beside me in case they noticed dat i was writting dwn giberrish..........worst was the streaming test.........dun noe shit abt the questions cos all in malay.......then after the test heard the ppl around me saing how easy it was blah blah blah........i used the word "ppl" cos once again i was the onli person frm my primary sch to enter dat sec sch.......so pathetic rite.........alone again.........start frm zero again..........
Den after sec sch..........lady luck granted me the scholarship to do my A levels in spore......but den ONCE AGAIN i was the onli person frm my sch to go there..........so had to start all over again building up frenships...........den since spore syllabus all in english while i was so used to malay liao, had to start getting used to english in all my subjects again........as well as using english as the main language when im speaking to frens........as compared to chinese in the past..........
Haih finally A levels done liao.........entering uni.......yet the guys are all in ns..........den the gals all either not in the same uni or in different faculties.........so...........once again.........must start frm zero..............veri jia lat............sick of repeating tis cycle lar...........i noe life's a cycle.......but must it repeat itself so often in MY life.............???
I dunno why ppl say i slim dwn.........i DID NOT slim dwn.........i din go n weigh myself lar so i dunno for sure but i just do not tink i slimed dwn.......why? cos i've been eating like a pig these days...........i just stuffed myself wif dunno how many ice creams 2day.............
ARGHHHHHHHHHH IM SUCH A PIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok i feel so much better now.............
Vertical Horizon - The Best I Ever Had
Haih the prospect of having to shift "house" twice next month doesnt really appeal to me leh.........must lug all those stuff to the new house..........den later muct pack again for the hostel........i tink when i pack for the new house i might as well pack for the hostel also lor...........den dun have to repack again.........aneway i tink we're moving sumwhere around 14th or 15th of july...........den i gotta report to hall at 27th of july.........like less than 2 weeks lor.......so close to each other...........
At one hand i'm excited cos starting uni soon.........on the other hand a bit nervous.......cos once again must start frm zero..........do u noe i've been repeating tis pattern ALL MY LIFE........??? Let me explain...........I was english educated since young.......my parents onli spoke to me n my bros in english when we were like small kids.......and we all attended an english kindergarden, which is quite rare in msia.........so when i was in kindergarden there was tis brat frm another class who enjoys bullying me by scolding all sorts of nonsense.........trouble is he speaks in chinese n the onli 3 chinese words i knew then was my name............so i had to ask a good fren of mine who can converse slightly in chinese to help me scold bck.......ahhhhhhh those years...........ok back to the main point.........after kindergarden my parents decided to send me to a chinese primary sch........and i was scared as hell on the 1st day of sch not just becos i din noe aneone in class......but also becos as i said earlier, i cant speak no chinese!!!!!! And yet im in a chinese sch where the teachers n students speak chinese with ease.......!!!!!! Had to start frm zero in dat sense to pick up a new language as well as making new frens........
Den after primary sch my parents decided to send me to the sch my mum was teaching.......a normal sec sch like most of the other sec schs lar...........the onli trouble is dat like all other national sec schs, the syllabus are all in MALAY!!!!!!!!! Ok we do learn malay even in a chinese primary sch cos its the national language for laksa's sake but den the standard of our malay is like nth compared to those attending a national primary sch where the syllabus is taught in malay 2.......just imagine comparing my chinese wif dat of kah sings wan lar (no offense ar!!!!!) denu noe the difference..........i cud hardly speak a complete sentence of malay lar how to survive there sia........already i cant understand no shit during the sec 1 orientation........n the worst was they were trying to encourage the culture of taking dwn notes during the orientation.......so we were supposed to copy dwn everything the teacher is saying on stage...........and yet i cudn't understand a single word.......so i just pretended i was writting sum stuff.........n trying to shield it away frm the ppl seated beside me in case they noticed dat i was writting dwn giberrish..........worst was the streaming test.........dun noe shit abt the questions cos all in malay.......then after the test heard the ppl around me saing how easy it was blah blah blah........i used the word "ppl" cos once again i was the onli person frm my primary sch to enter dat sec sch.......so pathetic rite.........alone again.........start frm zero again..........
Den after sec sch..........lady luck granted me the scholarship to do my A levels in spore......but den ONCE AGAIN i was the onli person frm my sch to go there..........so had to start all over again building up frenships...........den since spore syllabus all in english while i was so used to malay liao, had to start getting used to english in all my subjects again........as well as using english as the main language when im speaking to frens........as compared to chinese in the past..........
Haih finally A levels done liao.........entering uni.......yet the guys are all in ns..........den the gals all either not in the same uni or in different faculties.........so...........once again.........must start frm zero..............veri jia lat............sick of repeating tis cycle lar...........i noe life's a cycle.......but must it repeat itself so often in MY life.............???
I dunno why ppl say i slim dwn.........i DID NOT slim dwn.........i din go n weigh myself lar so i dunno for sure but i just do not tink i slimed dwn.......why? cos i've been eating like a pig these days...........i just stuffed myself wif dunno how many ice creams 2day.............
ARGHHHHHHHHHH IM SUCH A PIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok i feel so much better now.............
Vertical Horizon - The Best I Ever Had