Ok now im contemplating abt going for union camp afterall............fickle-minded is my middle name lar........
Cos i've been reading a few articles at funkygrad and i realised that all these camps rite really mark the start off to uni life.........not like the day u register at the hall or the 1st day of lectures n tutorials.........or u end up not knowing which day really marked the beginning of uni life.........
And also for the veri fact that such camps or FOC (Freshmen orientation camps, not free of charge.....in fact these camps cost A BOMB) are part of the total package when it comes to living life to the fullest in uni........and as i said be4 i wanna go all out in uni, so i guess attending these camps are really a huge part of uni life then.......!!!
I mean even if i dun get to make a single REAL fren there, at least i've experienced it be4........and i may be interested in becoming an OGL in year 2 also leh so i guess it helps if i attend one such camp at least lor! Summore among SO MANY camps available, union camp is one of the biggest and most popular one! The rest shud be sports camp, cultural club camp and one more which i can't rmb....... it may be FASS camp for all i noe..........and also, registration for union camp has already exceeded the number of places available lor!!!!! So dat means while im tinking of not goin, there r so many others out there who wans to attend but cant leh!!!
I noe i will feel veri down n inferior when it comes to those segments where the guys start to take off their shirts confidently and show off their abs (while i prefer to keep my shirt on........worst case scenario: i fake stomach ache n hide in toilet) or just a body thats not covered by fat..........but i guess those segments dun really take up all 5 days.........n i also noe sum guys prefer to have their shirts on..........whether or not their body is covered in fat.........i noe ppl will say u dun have to be so self-conscious n just go out n have fun but really if u have nvr been fat (and when i say fat i really mean FAT.....like ur legs rub against each other until the skin is scrapped when u're walking normally.....or that u weigh sumwhere ard 90+ KG) be4 u just dun get the feeling.........n it is made worst when u're surrounded by ppl who flex watever muscles they have all around u........!!!!! N the gals will be staring too......!!!!!!! I mean part of me refuse to take responsibility cos if there was sumthing like the NAPFA test in msia i tink i wud have at least made an earlier effort to slim down but since theres nth like dat in my country to pile pressure on me to slim down, it really takes A LOT to be so determined to lose so much weight........!!!!!
Haih ramblings ramblings n more ramblings................
I guess im around 65% sure of attending union camp bah..........dunno lar i may change my decision last minute but at tis point im tinking bck abt wat i've said all along regarding my new phase of life in uni, dat i wanna go all out n try all sorts of stuff, do things i normally shy away frm n freaking get out frm my comfort zone.....!!!!!! Its gonna take a lot for me to do all that but i guess i can always start frm union camp.............n i may just like it afterall!
Also, heard again that the USP interview is gonna be VERI tough..............man i am so dead..........i tink i'll start preparing for it on monday............i wanna clear all my doubts on all the application stuff thats still undone, den keep watch over my to-do list, den start preparing for that interview as well as start flipping thru sum of my old physics, maths n econs notes..........i tink i'll also try n find out more regarding the types of modules available at NUS.......cos u're supposed to bid for them once uni starts.........n u need to be smart abt choosing them........cos uni is entirely different........u no longer score A regardless of how high ur score is as long as ur classmates score higher than u.........u can score 95% n still get a B when most of the class scored 98%......cos theres a quota on the number of A's n B's that can be given out........and to help increase ur CAP u MUST be wise in choosing ur modules.........esp when sum modules dun have exams (tink abt that man!!!!!!!!) but instead rely on assignments for the final grade while others are much easier to handle as u may have taken them up be4 for ur A levels and the final exam is only MCQs (if u're good in MCQs den congrats lor....i though suck at MCQs n i still dunno why)...........i learnt abt all of these frm funkygrad n theres so many more articles to read........sum very interesting ones too like the top places students screw each other in NUS and kinky stuff liddat...........INTERESTING.......... :P
Ok i've rambled enuf here..........i just realised that i still haven booked my harry potter book yet...........i tink i'll do so next week.........hope its not too late.........
And will the rest of u PLS UPDATE UR BLOG MORE OFTEN.......!!!!!!??????? Do u noe i check ur blogs like 3 times a day n all i get is sum entry frm like 2 days ago!!!!!!??????? Entertain me lar u can update wif absolute bullshit..........just entertain me...........like wat i'm doin now lor..........
Cos i've been reading a few articles at funkygrad and i realised that all these camps rite really mark the start off to uni life.........not like the day u register at the hall or the 1st day of lectures n tutorials.........or u end up not knowing which day really marked the beginning of uni life.........
And also for the veri fact that such camps or FOC (Freshmen orientation camps, not free of charge.....in fact these camps cost A BOMB) are part of the total package when it comes to living life to the fullest in uni........and as i said be4 i wanna go all out in uni, so i guess attending these camps are really a huge part of uni life then.......!!!
I mean even if i dun get to make a single REAL fren there, at least i've experienced it be4........and i may be interested in becoming an OGL in year 2 also leh so i guess it helps if i attend one such camp at least lor! Summore among SO MANY camps available, union camp is one of the biggest and most popular one! The rest shud be sports camp, cultural club camp and one more which i can't rmb....... it may be FASS camp for all i noe..........and also, registration for union camp has already exceeded the number of places available lor!!!!! So dat means while im tinking of not goin, there r so many others out there who wans to attend but cant leh!!!
I noe i will feel veri down n inferior when it comes to those segments where the guys start to take off their shirts confidently and show off their abs (while i prefer to keep my shirt on........worst case scenario: i fake stomach ache n hide in toilet) or just a body thats not covered by fat..........but i guess those segments dun really take up all 5 days.........n i also noe sum guys prefer to have their shirts on..........whether or not their body is covered in fat.........i noe ppl will say u dun have to be so self-conscious n just go out n have fun but really if u have nvr been fat (and when i say fat i really mean FAT.....like ur legs rub against each other until the skin is scrapped when u're walking normally.....or that u weigh sumwhere ard 90+ KG) be4 u just dun get the feeling.........n it is made worst when u're surrounded by ppl who flex watever muscles they have all around u........!!!!! N the gals will be staring too......!!!!!!! I mean part of me refuse to take responsibility cos if there was sumthing like the NAPFA test in msia i tink i wud have at least made an earlier effort to slim down but since theres nth like dat in my country to pile pressure on me to slim down, it really takes A LOT to be so determined to lose so much weight........!!!!!
Haih ramblings ramblings n more ramblings................
I guess im around 65% sure of attending union camp bah..........dunno lar i may change my decision last minute but at tis point im tinking bck abt wat i've said all along regarding my new phase of life in uni, dat i wanna go all out n try all sorts of stuff, do things i normally shy away frm n freaking get out frm my comfort zone.....!!!!!! Its gonna take a lot for me to do all that but i guess i can always start frm union camp.............n i may just like it afterall!
Also, heard again that the USP interview is gonna be VERI tough..............man i am so dead..........i tink i'll start preparing for it on monday............i wanna clear all my doubts on all the application stuff thats still undone, den keep watch over my to-do list, den start preparing for that interview as well as start flipping thru sum of my old physics, maths n econs notes..........i tink i'll also try n find out more regarding the types of modules available at NUS.......cos u're supposed to bid for them once uni starts.........n u need to be smart abt choosing them........cos uni is entirely different........u no longer score A regardless of how high ur score is as long as ur classmates score higher than u.........u can score 95% n still get a B when most of the class scored 98%......cos theres a quota on the number of A's n B's that can be given out........and to help increase ur CAP u MUST be wise in choosing ur modules.........esp when sum modules dun have exams (tink abt that man!!!!!!!!) but instead rely on assignments for the final grade while others are much easier to handle as u may have taken them up be4 for ur A levels and the final exam is only MCQs (if u're good in MCQs den congrats lor....i though suck at MCQs n i still dunno why)...........i learnt abt all of these frm funkygrad n theres so many more articles to read........sum very interesting ones too like the top places students screw each other in NUS and kinky stuff liddat...........INTERESTING.......... :P
Ok i've rambled enuf here..........i just realised that i still haven booked my harry potter book yet...........i tink i'll do so next week.........hope its not too late.........
And will the rest of u PLS UPDATE UR BLOG MORE OFTEN.......!!!!!!??????? Do u noe i check ur blogs like 3 times a day n all i get is sum entry frm like 2 days ago!!!!!!??????? Entertain me lar u can update wif absolute bullshit..........just entertain me...........like wat i'm doin now lor..........