Wahhhhhhhhhhhh really damn hard to control my diet leh..........although nowadays i dun eat more than 3 meals a day (normally it's just brunch and dinner) but sumtimes the craving for food just gets so strong............especially during comm meetings cos always got welfare and they always buy snacks like potato chips or mamee or sweets....................haih den since i've already paid mite as well take sum rite..........den by the time i finish eating (but i still eat a little onli) i feel so guilty..........so in the end must go jogging again..........
In fact i just ate 2 packets of wang wang (the small packet lar not the whole freaking big packet one) and 1 packet of mamee.......n i felt so freaking guilty cos i told myself i shudn't eat.........but den in the end still gave in to temptation...........damn it lar...........so in the end went jogging again (i was planning to jog aneway but my gluttony gave me more pressure to see it thru dats all) and tis time punished myself by jogging 1 extra round so in the end jogged 9 rounds about the track..........at least got improvement lar............actually can tahan till 10 rounds also but cos i dun wanna be able to do 10 rounds today n drop to 6 rounds tmr........so i add little by little everyday............
Actually if u realise by now i'm no longer in the melancholy mood liao lol...........cos my emo bouts come about once in a while......especially after watching sum movies which left me with issues to tink about.......issues that had to do with myself all these years n yet i haven got the chance to sort them out.........so when i watch such movies n tink abt those issues again i feel veri frustrated abt not being able to do anything abt em n thus fall into those emo mood........but now slightly better liao..........cos always will hu xi luan xiang when i'm alone.........n i'm normally alone during the weekends..........dats y lor.........
Got loads of things to tink about..........mostly about my life lar........i want to take time to sort them out.......cos sum of these issues really cannot simply rush abt................must tink properly.........den..........we'll see how lor..............
Can't wait for the night cycling event! Though most probably my butt wud be sore after it.........n i most probably wun be eating much on the way..........but who cares............it's the experience n the company dat matters.......! :)
In fact i just ate 2 packets of wang wang (the small packet lar not the whole freaking big packet one) and 1 packet of mamee.......n i felt so freaking guilty cos i told myself i shudn't eat.........but den in the end still gave in to temptation...........damn it lar...........so in the end went jogging again (i was planning to jog aneway but my gluttony gave me more pressure to see it thru dats all) and tis time punished myself by jogging 1 extra round so in the end jogged 9 rounds about the track..........at least got improvement lar............actually can tahan till 10 rounds also but cos i dun wanna be able to do 10 rounds today n drop to 6 rounds tmr........so i add little by little everyday............
Actually if u realise by now i'm no longer in the melancholy mood liao lol...........cos my emo bouts come about once in a while......especially after watching sum movies which left me with issues to tink about.......issues that had to do with myself all these years n yet i haven got the chance to sort them out.........so when i watch such movies n tink abt those issues again i feel veri frustrated abt not being able to do anything abt em n thus fall into those emo mood........but now slightly better liao..........cos always will hu xi luan xiang when i'm alone.........n i'm normally alone during the weekends..........dats y lor.........
Got loads of things to tink about..........mostly about my life lar........i want to take time to sort them out.......cos sum of these issues really cannot simply rush abt................must tink properly.........den..........we'll see how lor..............
Can't wait for the night cycling event! Though most probably my butt wud be sore after it.........n i most probably wun be eating much on the way..........but who cares............it's the experience n the company dat matters.......! :)