Saturday, October 06, 2007 @ 9:39 PM
Well, finally mid-term is officially gone.......actually no..........it's more of like self-declared......cos i still have a physics make-up to do..........and i still dunno when it's gonna be...........

French written didnt go too well i guess..........cos the listening comprehension was a tad too fast n i cudn't catch sum stuff..........den the written compre part was kinda screwed up too........but i guess dats the best i can do.........i did do my revision so we'll just see how it goes on monday.........

Econs cud actually be very ok............cos the MCQs (though theres 40 of them) were all easier than the A levels standard............but too bad i onli started my revision on fri (my test was today) and i had to revise 12 chaps while concurrently doing my revision for my programming paper too..........and there wasn't any past year papers to prac on...........if onli i had my A levels TYS wif me.........well i guess i probably wun fail my econs but i wun get anything near an A for it either...........programming was much much trickier.............as usual i guess cos all the past year papers were tricky aneway...........nearly had not enuf time to finish it........bad sign huh? Well i hope i did alright cos i did put in effort for its revision...........at least let me get 60% of the questions rite lar...........

I'm a little spent nowadays...........but the worst is yet to come.........cos comm meetings will be starting soon..........but things will get worst in sem 2 so now betta enjoy myself as much as possible 1st be4 i lose the chance to do so............

Gonna get my contacts done...........been talking abt it for quite sum time so now its time to actually do it.............the best thing abt studying in another country is the freedom u get.......cos my parents wud be nagging at me if i were to ask for my contacts to be done while i was at home.........now dat im here im making my own decisions, no? Hahaha well they're not exactly bad or sinful things so i guess its alright...........im already saving money nowadays cos i dun eat lunch outside..........been buying bread n eating them for lunch............cheap n i can shed sum kilos..........trying to establish the habit of going nite jogging too n i hope tis time i'll persevere till i see sum results in my weight..........!

I'm kinda behind my work nowadays..........my habit of ponning lectures n tutorials have changed for the worst ever since tis new found freedom is given to me...........haih.........but im always justifying myself..........i sleep in lect, i dun listen aneway, the lecturer sucks, it's a waste of time etc etc.........n more often than not they're true.........but seeing that everyone else attends all their lectures make me feel so guilty........i've already ponned more than 30++ lectures n tutorials up to now liao i tink........maybe even more.......out of 4 econs tutorial i've onli been to one.........i've also onli been to 2 statics lects out of 7...........maths n physics i pon almost 1 each every week..........dun even go to econs lect........... i've onli attended it twice out of a possible 7 lects in total.........

Well i guess that's my way of surviving uni........as long as i understand wad they're teaching in the end n complete my tutorials i dun tink anyone can say otherwise wif wad i've been doing..........u can't possibly expect me to attend a 2 hour ECONS lect at 8am in the morning when i slept at 4am rite............? Likewise for statics lect............

I'm 2 tutorials behind for maths and my lect notes for maths, physics and statics are also ard 2 sessions behind the current one........so gotta go update em..........at least i'm on par for french hahaha! Silver lining i guess...........or it's just me being optimistic for a change...........

it seems strange u noe.......cos when it comes to academic stuff i've always been confident abt myself...........even when i've onli started my revision today n my test is due tmr i dun get nervous.......somehow i believe that i can get it all sorted out n still get decent grades...........but i can't say the same wif my life as a whole.........my social circle, my frens, my family etc etc.....i'm no good at making conversations........i'm not sensitive enuf to sense other people's needs.......i'm definitely not charismatic...........my social skills suck............that's probably y i dun have dat many close frens in the first place.........but dat's also probably y i cherish those i have even more........

I wanna go on a holiday......wif frens..........there's never pressure nor stress when u're on a holiday wif frens..........it's just gr8 fun! But i suppose that's a lavish thought rite now.......

OK enuf of tis............i ate quite a sinful dinner (mee hoon kuey - i din finish it - and one popiah.......quite sinful for a person who's supposedly on a diet to shed sum kilos......) so gotta go redeem myself thru jogging.......probably wif xin hui since she wanted to jog as well.........hope she doesnt go too fast else i wun be able to catch up lol...........ain't dat a guy's greatest shame, not being able to catch up wif a gal? Hahaha well let's just be thankful it's not Yati i'm jogging wif.........her 2.4km is 9.30 s lol.......mine is approximately twice of hers i tink.............

Nelly Furtado ~ All Good Things Come To An End