Sunday, December 02, 2007 @ 10:42 PM
Well i have a physics paper tmr....so wad am i doing typing a new entry here...?

arvin: ya lor. still dont want to study. wah his room is fEd up. so messy, filled with food! im just visiting. oh ya he just informed me, there's no food left. miss all sg ppl. tk care!!! i just came back from overseas..... justin i miss u. so im here to find u. anyway dont disturb. happy writing.

(dat was by arvin....he popped by my roon when he came visiting zhao xiu...or am i permitted to say xiuxiu...... :P)

Because it's my last paper tmr.......


So.............? Shudn't u be mugging even more den? Esp when u've been saying repeatedly dat u did veri badly in ur other modules....?


Well, presicely because it's my last paper.....dat's y i'm slacking....cos everytime i look at the questions, the only 2ndd law i can tink of is the "Big J's 2ndd Law in Life", which is to enjoy shopping for the sake of shopping, which follow's the 1st law of 'to enjoy the blissfulness of eating' while preceding the 3rd law that states 'enjoy life only after u have enjoyed eating and shopping for the sake of shopping'. Newton's 3rd law has no place in my celebrum rite now.... See...? I even got the spelling wrong......... My brain is giving up on it's own identity.......how sad........


I wonder........if u're a christian and u're doing a veri difficult paper.......n u realise u can't solve any questions in the front...........n suddenly u finally come across one which you cud solve.......do u say "Amen!"....? Den wad if u come across another fucked up question later......... Do u say "Satan!"..........?!!


And if u're a damn pro malay guy doing a paper and u say "Astalabista, baby!" when u come across an easy question...... do u say "Allah save me lah, dying!" when u come across one u can't do....?


Den the whole hall will be filled with choruses of chants and exclaimations........what a sight dat will be............


Ok arvin just left.........n he's earning a lot of money.........n now he owns companies...........n he's younger than me by 1 year............see how fucked up my life is right now........? Arvin Tang..........can u employ me to do sth other than MLM? I no time to go ard sourcing for clients leh..........next sem still got 6 modules leh.........can u just gimme sth to do in ur multitude of companies.........? If u're reading tis, noe dat i need money...........(as if other ppl dun....duh....) but MLM very heavy on the schedule lar..........gimme sth else to do now dat u're a tycoon can....... T.T Ur bro is suffering in nus damn it! (ok i noe im not the onli one but sumtimes u gotta tone down other ppl's plight to make urs more obvious.........again....duh.......)


I'm really not making progress lar........keep tinking wad i wanna do once i'm done with all these rubbish.........as if i'll rmb how to find the moments of inertia of a stupid sphere when i'm in year 4.........dun even tink the memory will last till next sem ..........dumb........


I wanna go on a holiday..........if i'm as rich as arvin i can go for holidays dat last for like what....3 months? And i'll bring along a whole entourage of Maxin n FHM gals with me....... (i'm not satisfied with em being just clubbing company like arvin hahaha) Ok maybe i shudn't cos i like to plan my own stuff............but still..........


Well, if arvin doesn't employ me........maybe i shud go find a few kids to give tuition.......gotta start saving up for my exchange programme.........cos i dun tink my parents can support me all the way...........must help out a bit.............BUT...........tmr after the paper.........gonna go pig out n splurge on sum stuff...............even though i most probably dun deserve it.........but wad e heck.............i've been living in the library everyday for 2 weeks liao.........i need a break.......


Wateva u do........make it count............whether or not it lasts i another matter..........but above all else, make it count..............


I miss familiar faces..........and familiar voices..........i'm onli glad i still have familiar frens here.......n i've made sum new frens whose faces have joined the Hall of Familiar Faces in my mind too......... i'm veri glad! :)


Is tis entry a tad too long.......? Well it's most prob cos im using it as an excuse to not go bck to my physics questions........the longer it takes to "complete" tis entry, the nearer it is to bedtime (n i start to wonder since when did my bedtime change from 1am to 5 am and now to 12 am)......


Excuses..........my life is filled with it.........but come to tink of it..........whose isn't?


Dreams, my life is filled with it too.........and who can deny it isn't the best way of seeing thru the truths and the lies? When ur dream comes true, it becomes a fact; if not, u've been duped.......


Guess i've been duped most of my life then....and by no one else but me..............the irony.....it can drive samy vellu to pronounce his words correctly..........


Can't go on anymore.......my longest entry in a long long time...........but it's gotta end sumwhere........better here than nowhere i guess.........


Tanya Chua ~ Chen Jian Xin Wen (Morning News)