Saturday, March 07, 2009 @ 3:03 AM
It's been a long week.....met up with quite a number of people I haven seen for a very long time.....Serena, Chai Yun, Joanne, Jason, Johnny and Mathias.........celebrated Arvin's 21st birthday, and finally had a brudderhud outing, of which the initial part was a success and the later part a complete flop....

I guess by now most of my frens wud understand my stand on drinking.....simply put, I've never been a big fan of alcohol....not that I dun drink completely. I do, but close to 99% of those times are simply because it was the "right" drink to select under those circumstances....I drink simply for the company, the atmosphere, the socialising... Never because I wanted to. That's it.

My dad drinks too. Beer and the occasional red wine. But the most he got was red faced.... Actually getting red in your face after drinking is kinda common also....

But getting intoxicated...?

A bit tired liao.....always planned ahead, but somehow, could never really have things go according to plan......even the simplest thing like studies..... It can get really stressful sometimes, what with grades and cca commitments to fulfill....den u finally get a chance to meet up with sum frens, but you end up being the butt of every joke, of every comment, of every sarcastic remark and moronic gestures.....it's harmless at the beginning, but like I said, it gets tiring after a while, and I've passed that benchmark a very long time ago......

It simply doesn't help......

I'm looking forward to the 3 months holiday, cos once again this is the chance I get to completely devote such a long duration of time to whatever I wanna do..... I can easily turn down gathering invitations with the excuse that I have something going on at home... I can be with my family... I can stay in a place I once called home a long time ago, though it's more like a touch-and-go motel nowadays... I have a car to drive myself anywhere I want... I can choose not to be present at gatherings that would most probably have me ending as the butt of every comment and remark concerning the words "fat" and "smelly".

I was tired early this morning, fed-up at mid-morning, stressed at lunch time, tired at noon, relaxed at 3.30pm, excited at 5 plus in the evening, satisfied at 9, pissed off in between 9 to 11, and disappointed from then onwards.

2 boxes of new underwear, a new haircut, a ripped hand wristband, a choked neck, blue black marks on both shoulders, and a completely new perspective.... Quite a handful to bring back from 1 outing huh?

Tired........ Really, really tired....


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