I dunno if it's sth that only works on guys, but somehow it does seem to work that way, or does it not?

It was a journey of discovery. I realized even though a lot of times, I know the overview, I am sorely unaware of the details, and more often than not, the details are entirely capable of changing my perception utterly.

I probably knew something was amiss a long time ago. But like you, I chose to ignore it, and trust that you were capable of getting through unscathed. After all, you were the strongest mentally among us, and despite what school grades have shown, I've always thought that you were the most capable one among us all.

I like to think that all 3 of you are strong enough to get through whatever that comes your way.

Or maybe I was getting too used to being the one that needed to be taken care of.

I will admit. I've never gone through anything that time couldn't heal. Probably explains my stand on the issue heavily debated just a while ago.

And I'll admit too. I was never prepared to discuss my worries with anyone else. Those that I didn't bring up, they're things I never understood myself. I dun see the point.

Plus I abhor awkwardness.

Time is my solution. You guys are the catalyst. Thinking back, I honestly do not know what I did to deserve that position among you guys today.

And as usual, I don't have much to give. Except this.

I dunno if a closure is possible in the near future for you. But you of all people should know the importance in moving on, and the consequences if you don't. It doesn't matter how long it takes. It doesn't matter how you do it. I believe you'll eventually get one. At the mean time, shifting your sights to some other goals isn't exactly a bad idea either. Not all problems deserve to be solved immediately. And not all aspirations deserve a reason at the beginning. It'll all come together in the end. Mark my words.

I'm sorry if I didn't pay you enough attention when we met up. You were always the one with the least troubles (excluding me), and you seldom let it show, not unlike the person above. I've always seen you as the cheerful one, so sometimes I conveniently let signs slip me by, just so I wouldn't need to confront them with you. Nobody said you'll be so lucky as to fall for the right one on your first try, and similarly, nobody said you wouldn't eventually be with the right one, regardless of what occurred along the way. Have a little faith. And be a lil more aggressive. You need not follow what others did. You're trying to meet your right one, not theirs.

I'm glad everything's turning out so well for you. And I'm glad you're full of confidence in what you have right now. Hold onto him tight. He really loves you. It really isn't hard to see that. Don't ever let him go.