Tuesday, February 15, 2011 @ 4:46 PM
I keep thinking of my life based on what's coming up next. And then I prepare for it at the very last minute. I dunno what I'm gonna do next week, let alone three years down the road.
I like to tackle problems one at a time. But then the world wants people who can multitask, and multitask well. They want people who thinks ahead of time, like seriously AHEAD of time. I think about tomorrow. Sometimes I don't even do that.
And then, I realized. I can either be extremely easily satisfied, or never satisfied at all. The former simply because I will very rarely be riddled with worries about the future since I dun think about the future at all. The latter because the world's a bitch and there will be a never-ending stream of problems coming your way, which means after tackling the problem tomorrow, there will be a new one the day after.
Plus like I mentioned, I like to tackle problems one by one. But it doesn't mean they come my way in that order.
It's during these times I wish there was someone else I could turn to. Funny, I was never interested in relationships since a long time ago. But now that I'm at the brink of leaving school life for good, things just dun seem to be that simple anymore. And, I really wish there could be someone there sometimes.
I'll never hear the end of it from the nosey peeps who read this blog. I know. I wonder why I still bother to write all these down.
Janelle Monae ~ Cold War