So.

I dun wanna know things people didn't intended me to know, whether consciously or unconsciously. I get easily jealous when I'm out of the loop, which I always find to be exceedingly childish and unbecoming of a friend, or a man, or a person. But I always end up doing it, feeling it, regretting it.

So.

I'll stick by my nature a little bit harder. I wun ask, I wun probe. Tell me if you wan to. Dun if you feel uncomfortable. I might be uncomfortable knowing that you told me sth just because you felt there was a "need" to, not because you wanted to.

I wanna be someone ppl can talk to comfortably, but then again I dun, cos I dun like to care.

So.

I'll be the outsider. The familiar stranger. That veil of comfortable awkwardness.

The friendly anomaly in your lives.

The one you'll always be close to, but never closest with.