Well, kinda expected it, right...? C for HR (if you think about it, it makes perfect sense, considering how fucked up my 50% CA is when everyone else in the cohort probably got at least 40% out of it), C+ for EG (oh well I thought I could have at least gotten a B- for this, but apparently our group project was REALLY fucked up huh...? Either that or my 1/4 tutorial attendance finally screwed me over) and dum de de de dum........ B- for FYP!

Lol actually that was kinda reasonable too... For a few reasons. Firstly, my attitude towards my FYP was really unimpressive from my supervisor's point of view. Secondly, the theory of relativity. As compared to the other 4 students under him, I am probably the one with the suckiest results/effort. Thirdly, even I myself am not impressed with the final report, let alone the examiner and supervisor.

The saving grace is that even though this semester's CAP was a paltry 2.625 (fucking epic low), apparently my overall CAP is still 3.58!! I dunno how they calculate lar but it was written in the SMS and since that couldn't possibly be my semester CAP, it has to be my overall CAP lor... Managed to maintain my 2nd lower afterall, hahaha this is hilarious in all the wrong ways lol....

So, working P shift today, and then A shift tomorrow. My parents can't send me off on Wed cos they had to pass their passports to the tour agency for the China visa application. So lonely loner me will be leaving for the USA alone, well not alone per se since Kai Han Rina and Yingx will be there as well.

Dennis was showing me old old clips that we filmed in Year 1 on his computer ytd, and all of a sudden we were kinda sorta reminiscing the good ole days. People who have come and gone. Committees who have come and gone. Friendships which have come and gone. Things used to be so hectic when I was in year 1 and 2, what with all the committee work and the amount of modules we were taking. But then I wouldn't change a thing. Especially not the decision to stay in hall (not that I had much of a choice). Honestly speaking, what would my uni life be like had there not been TH...? Can't imagine.

After 6 months, I finally went home for a day to pack my bags for the trip. But I didn't even get to spend the night because of work. Kinda sad, knowing that I will never be able to spend large amount of days back at home, since I'll be starting work the moment I return. It's really weird, considering that in the past, we still get months of holidays during school time. So I still get to be at home for days and days on end. But now, it's more of like one day here, two days there, three days occasionally. I dun even noe if I can still call it home anymore, cos not being able to be there for long stretches jus.......makes it feel different somehow.

Emo nemo. Nuff said. Hungry. Need food.

On a side note, I just realized the actor playing Scotty was the one they say was dating Wentworth Miller omgxxttm. I hadn't realized.

And ohhhhh.... Rachel Griffith and Calista Flockhart (omg). And Matthew Rhys (funny how his Welsh accent just disappears when he's acting hmmmm.......). And Luke Macfarlane (OMG). And Sally Field. And Dave Annable (OMG EVEN MORE).

Crazy ensemble. Crazy chemistry. Makes me wonder what it'll be like to have older sisters and younger brothers.

And I haven even officially started watching the series. I'm just zooming past snippets of it on youtube, and already I'm glued to the series for the past two days. But damn, it ended by the fifth season. THEY SHOULD BRING IT BACK.

Ok maybe they shudn't. It might just end up being one of those weirdly stretched out dramas like One Tree Hill *shudders*

I'm CRAZILY slack this week. But then I realized I have plenty of things to do. I "need" to edit my thesis by putting in my examiner's suggestion, though I'm not sure if I should cos my supervisor hadn't contacted me since the oral presentation, and seeing how my supervisor who is the examiner for Steve asked Steve's supervisor if he should be allowed to pass his FYP, I'm actually kinda worried for myself since even though he said good job by the end of the oral defense, no one really noes what he's thinking.

And then, I need to complete my health checkup for HDB. And then, there's my shift at Pageone this Friday and Sunday, and if the airport part time thingy works out next week, den I'll be working on Monday, Tuesday, Friday and maybe another day. And then, I still need to go home to pack my bags for US (I have no idea when I can do that wtf). And then also print out and bind my thesis and hand it up and get my prof to sign the clearance form. And purchase the stupid lock for the luggage, and the money belt thingy. And meet up with friends.

OMG.

Take dat you inflexible, fear-mongering, extremist, non-conforming religious bastards. Why one will ever make the effort to hate on another just because he/she has sex with someone else of the same sex BEHIND CLOSED DOORS is beyond me. If you can love a puppy, why can't you love another human being of the same sex? Judging a person based on some ancient scripture that is grossly outdated is real genius. I'm sure.

Sorry for the rant. It came about because of a comment one of the many FB frens I have whom I dun noe in real life left on the video about pinkdot (which can be seen below).

I think I'm slipping into another bout of self-induced emo-nemo depression because of the sudden free-ness in my life. Kinda scary when you wake up everyday and realize there's no rush because there isn't anything to do. Plus Adele's songs aren't helping.

If you're telling me the dialogue and the scene isn't touching I'll smack your head.

And if you're wondering how I came across the video, Tumblr.

It's from the tv series, Brothers and Sisters btw. I think I've heard of it, but I never knew they featured a gay couple like in Modern Family.

Anyhow, bestie posted tis on her FB wall, and I re-posted it too. But I'll just post it again once more here, since it's kinda rare to see sth like tis coming from Singapore.