Monday, May 30, 2011 @ 9:50 AM
Hahahaha so it is official. My final semester is my worst semester yet. LMAO
Well, kinda expected it, right...? C for HR (if you think about it, it makes perfect sense, considering how fucked up my 50% CA is when everyone else in the cohort probably got at least 40% out of it), C+ for EG (oh well I thought I could have at least gotten a B- for this, but apparently our group project was REALLY fucked up huh...? Either that or my 1/4 tutorial attendance finally screwed me over) and dum de de de dum........ B- for FYP!
Lol actually that was kinda reasonable too... For a few reasons. Firstly, my attitude towards my FYP was really unimpressive from my supervisor's point of view. Secondly, the theory of relativity. As compared to the other 4 students under him, I am probably the one with the suckiest results/effort. Thirdly, even I myself am not impressed with the final report, let alone the examiner and supervisor.
The saving grace is that even though this semester's CAP was a paltry 2.625 (fucking epic low), apparently my overall CAP is still 3.58!! I dunno how they calculate lar but it was written in the SMS and since that couldn't possibly be my semester CAP, it has to be my overall CAP lor... Managed to maintain my 2nd lower afterall, hahaha this is hilarious in all the wrong ways lol....
So, working P shift today, and then A shift tomorrow. My parents can't send me off on Wed cos they had to pass their passports to the tour agency for the China visa application. So lonely loner me will be leaving for the USA alone, well not alone per se since Kai Han Rina and Yingx will be there as well.
Dennis was showing me old old clips that we filmed in Year 1 on his computer ytd, and all of a sudden we were kinda sorta reminiscing the good ole days. People who have come and gone. Committees who have come and gone. Friendships which have come and gone. Things used to be so hectic when I was in year 1 and 2, what with all the committee work and the amount of modules we were taking. But then I wouldn't change a thing. Especially not the decision to stay in hall (not that I had much of a choice). Honestly speaking, what would my uni life be like had there not been TH...? Can't imagine.
After 6 months, I finally went home for a day to pack my bags for the trip. But I didn't even get to spend the night because of work. Kinda sad, knowing that I will never be able to spend large amount of days back at home, since I'll be starting work the moment I return. It's really weird, considering that in the past, we still get months of holidays during school time. So I still get to be at home for days and days on end. But now, it's more of like one day here, two days there, three days occasionally. I dun even noe if I can still call it home anymore, cos not being able to be there for long stretches jus.......makes it feel different somehow.
Emo nemo. Nuff said. Hungry. Need food.