I somehow keep feeling I am the odd one out. And I realized, it's kinda like a Deja Vu feeling, and everytime I feel this way, we're four. Must be my anal personality. But then I really dun see a point changing for e sake of changing. So, I'll just cross my fingers n pray I'm just being stupidly imaginative and seeing castles in e air.

It's been more than 2 weeks already. Still not really feeling at home here (tho I dun see the need to since I'm only a tourist) cos somehow I feel most white Americans have a preconceived prejudice against Chinese, tho we've met a few so far dat's genuinely nice.

Everything's nice and good, at least there hasn't been any conflicts and unpleasant episodes btw ourselves or with the locals. Money's tight tho, cos e shopping n sumtimes food here are simply unbelievable.

As much as I 'fear' the States (blame it on e media's negativity), I really like the physical part of e country. The weather, the countryside. The driving haha. It'll be a nice place to move to, except for the fact that e country's always in e news for e wrong reasons.