Sunday, June 29, 2014 @ 9:36 PM
也曾试过想想,就放手赌一把吧。
可是现实中的绊脚石,真的比想象中多很多。真的,好多。
该自私吗?自私之后的天空,会有很大的差别吗?
很清楚自己的弱点,毕竟也和它们渡过二十六年的岁月。可怎么二十六年后,它们完全没变,而我已经开始步入中年,和青涩的自己道别。
也不知道是道别,还是擦身而过。
还有五个月的时间,就渡过二十七年的岁月了。
五个月的时间,就放手搏一搏吧。
Soundtrack of the moment: Charlie Puth - Enemy
可是现实中的绊脚石,真的比想象中多很多。真的,好多。
该自私吗?自私之后的天空,会有很大的差别吗?
很清楚自己的弱点,毕竟也和它们渡过二十六年的岁月。可怎么二十六年后,它们完全没变,而我已经开始步入中年,和青涩的自己道别。
也不知道是道别,还是擦身而过。
还有五个月的时间,就渡过二十七年的岁月了。
五个月的时间,就放手搏一搏吧。
Soundtrack of the moment: Charlie Puth - Enemy
Wednesday, October 09, 2013 @ 6:43 PM
Note to self:
Recipe for god-knows-whats-in-this-mash
Pumpkin/Butternut Squash
Sweet Potato (preferably orange or purple-fleshed)
Garlic
Onion
(Optional) Avocado/Hummus
Ginger Powder
5 Spice Powder
Mixed Herbs (Dry)
Chili/Cayenne Powder
Black Pepper (Coarse)
Salt
(Optional) Lime
Roast everything (cept for the avocado/hummus), dump into a food processor, add the condiments and jab away at the button till you've vent all you pent up anger.
Voila.
Recipe for god-knows-whats-in-this-mash
Pumpkin/Butternut Squash
Sweet Potato (preferably orange or purple-fleshed)
Garlic
Onion
(Optional) Avocado/Hummus
Ginger Powder
5 Spice Powder
Mixed Herbs (Dry)
Chili/Cayenne Powder
Black Pepper (Coarse)
Salt
(Optional) Lime
Roast everything (cept for the avocado/hummus), dump into a food processor, add the condiments and jab away at the button till you've vent all you pent up anger.
Voila.
Tuesday, October 08, 2013 @ 9:52 PM
1 chapter closes, another begins?
I have a feeling people begrudge me for the decisions I've made in my life so far. I think it's because I'm too nonchalant.
I do not know why I can be so nonchalant about life as a whole.
My friend and course mate who has transitioned from a contractor firm to a reputable consultant firm and finally embarking on his entrepreneurship by starting his own headhunter company once expressed disbelief at me when he asked what my goals in life were and how I intended to achieve them, in which I proceeded to calmly answer 'I don't know (and to be honest I really don't care at this point of my life)'.
Is it just me? Am I the only mid-twenties guy out there who just doesn't have enough fucks to give in his life to care about what the future holds for him?
Why must I know where I am (or will be) 5 years down the road? I didn't know I would be majoring in Civil Engineering when I was in JC, neither did I imagined I would be doing my A-Levels in Singapore when I was still attending secondary school, so why the expectations now? Did shit come raining down on me and my education ladder just because I didn't give a spinning flying fuck back then?
I don't see myself (at all) 5 years down the road because I know decisions come to me as and when I want them to. Seldom do I come to a decision through endless thinking and pondering and worrying and calculating and measuring and discussing and debating and reminiscing. I pretty much make impromptu decisions all the time. How is that gonna help me envision where my path lies 5 years later?
Life is a journey, and it is meaningless. The journey is to be experienced, to be savored, to be enjoyed (or despaired at) for as long as you're on it. The conclusion, once reached, seldom matters, and when it's at an end you probably won't be able to fully recall the journey itself anyway.
Many things in life hold very little significance to me. That's probably why I'm so nonchalant all the time. Or maybe it's just the other way round.
See? I don't care.
Why? Cos it doesn't matter.
Really? Really.
I have a limited number of fucks to give. Right now, I just don't give a fuck.
I have a feeling people begrudge me for the decisions I've made in my life so far. I think it's because I'm too nonchalant.
I do not know why I can be so nonchalant about life as a whole.
My friend and course mate who has transitioned from a contractor firm to a reputable consultant firm and finally embarking on his entrepreneurship by starting his own headhunter company once expressed disbelief at me when he asked what my goals in life were and how I intended to achieve them, in which I proceeded to calmly answer 'I don't know (and to be honest I really don't care at this point of my life)'.
Is it just me? Am I the only mid-twenties guy out there who just doesn't have enough fucks to give in his life to care about what the future holds for him?
Why must I know where I am (or will be) 5 years down the road? I didn't know I would be majoring in Civil Engineering when I was in JC, neither did I imagined I would be doing my A-Levels in Singapore when I was still attending secondary school, so why the expectations now? Did shit come raining down on me and my education ladder just because I didn't give a spinning flying fuck back then?
I don't see myself (at all) 5 years down the road because I know decisions come to me as and when I want them to. Seldom do I come to a decision through endless thinking and pondering and worrying and calculating and measuring and discussing and debating and reminiscing. I pretty much make impromptu decisions all the time. How is that gonna help me envision where my path lies 5 years later?
Life is a journey, and it is meaningless. The journey is to be experienced, to be savored, to be enjoyed (or despaired at) for as long as you're on it. The conclusion, once reached, seldom matters, and when it's at an end you probably won't be able to fully recall the journey itself anyway.
Many things in life hold very little significance to me. That's probably why I'm so nonchalant all the time. Or maybe it's just the other way round.
See? I don't care.
Why? Cos it doesn't matter.
Really? Really.
I have a limited number of fucks to give. Right now, I just don't give a fuck.
Thursday, December 06, 2012 @ 10:59 PM
We're prowling.
Indeed, we're on the prowl.
Yet again.
Always at the same time. Give or take 30 minutes. And then the hunt is on.
Our territory is set. But once in a while we do venture out. Sometimes a little, sometimes a lot. And if it brings us to someone else's territory, the competition is on.
And so we prowl.
Unlike others, we rely simply on one of our senses. Wait, was that supposed to be two? No, I kinda let my nose take the lead once in a while too when deciding the hunting ground. So it's three..no wait, hmmmm...
It doesn't matter. The females in the pack override my decision most of the time anyway. And it's always a good idea to satisfy their fickle wants. You do not survive as the sole male in a pack by provoking the females all the time.
Or do you?
There! I see a loop hole! A gap! A weakness to be exploited and pounced on!
What's this? There are so many more on the prowl too?!
Unacceptable. The habitat has been too fertile lately. We're inundated with each other, you'd think there was no limit to how large our population can grow.
And be sustained.
Aha! Another one! Intercept! Dart in! Get outta my way! Pounce pounce pounce!!!
THE GLORY IS MINE!!!
What's this...? A packet of tissue paper?
HOW IS A PACKET OF TISSUE PAPER A SYMBOL OF OWNERSHIP TO THIS VACATED TABLE?!
Indeed, we're on the prowl.
Yet again.
Always at the same time. Give or take 30 minutes. And then the hunt is on.
Our territory is set. But once in a while we do venture out. Sometimes a little, sometimes a lot. And if it brings us to someone else's territory, the competition is on.
And so we prowl.
Unlike others, we rely simply on one of our senses. Wait, was that supposed to be two? No, I kinda let my nose take the lead once in a while too when deciding the hunting ground. So it's three..no wait, hmmmm...
It doesn't matter. The females in the pack override my decision most of the time anyway. And it's always a good idea to satisfy their fickle wants. You do not survive as the sole male in a pack by provoking the females all the time.
Or do you?
There! I see a loop hole! A gap! A weakness to be exploited and pounced on!
What's this? There are so many more on the prowl too?!
Unacceptable. The habitat has been too fertile lately. We're inundated with each other, you'd think there was no limit to how large our population can grow.
And be sustained.
Aha! Another one! Intercept! Dart in! Get outta my way! Pounce pounce pounce!!!
THE GLORY IS MINE!!!
What's this...? A packet of tissue paper?
HOW IS A PACKET OF TISSUE PAPER A SYMBOL OF OWNERSHIP TO THIS VACATED TABLE?!
Sunday, July 01, 2012 @ 2:02 AM
It's always stupid to whine about being an adult.
But then I don't really like being an adult.
Life is very routine. Finding it very hard to balance everyone that's in my life because of my personality. I don't know why I'm so at ease with being alone. But that's not helping.
I dunno how long I'll last at my job. The novelty is running out pretty fast.
Life's running out really fast.
But then I don't really like being an adult.
Life is very routine. Finding it very hard to balance everyone that's in my life because of my personality. I don't know why I'm so at ease with being alone. But that's not helping.
I dunno how long I'll last at my job. The novelty is running out pretty fast.
Life's running out really fast.
Saturday, December 17, 2011 @ 11:31 PM
Wanted to write sth huge ass long, but then I lost the mood for it when I finally got to this page.
I tink I can survive by myself all alone quite well. Provided I have an internet connection. I'm surprisingly ok w/o seeing frens or family for long periods of time.
Random.
I tink I can survive by myself all alone quite well. Provided I have an internet connection. I'm surprisingly ok w/o seeing frens or family for long periods of time.
Random.
Thursday, September 29, 2011 @ 10:42 PM
I don't like who I am right now.